Promise

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3 weeks later (Saturday)
*after you ate breakfast, you found some mail    and saw a letter saying "Y/N" so you open it and read it*

Hey Y/N,
You probably hate my guts by now but please read this and let me actually give you a better explanation about this, IT. WAS. FAKE. the whole entire incident wasn't real, I planned it because I overheard your conversation with Lisa, you did suck at loving yourself! It made me sad, and I wanted you to unleash the sass and throw it all on me, damn that hurt! But I'm glad it did in a way. At this point you probably have a bunch of questions probably starting off with "why?'s" well let's back it up. I like you since grade school and never stopped loving you year, after year and it kept going on. Guess what?! When Hoseok broke up with you, YOURS TRULY WAS THERE! and guess who beat him up half to death YOURS TRULY TOO! Y/N I saw everything and my heart aches seeing you sad, and I was actually gonna tell you one day after you broke up with Hoseok but then I found out what he has been doing to you and I realized by then I couldn't love you anymore, I wanted to love you again once you learned to love yourself! Because if you don't love yourself how the hell are you gonna love the right person or even anyone!? So I was a little impatient so I did a little something for you haha I'm sorry!
I love you Y/N, thank you
                                             -yours truly Jimin

*you ran to Jimins house crying until you saw his neighbor come out*

Neighbor: are you looking for Jimin??

Y/N: yes sir! Where is he??

Neighbor: he's in the hospital.. you never knew?? He has leukemia and only had a few months left to live.. I'm sorry

*each word a tear fell down your cheek nonstop, you ran to the hospital looking for his room*

Y/N: I NEED TO SEE PARK JIMIN!

Nurse: next room to your left, are you related

Y/N: I'm his friend!

Nurse: right this way

Y/N: thank you

*you went in his room trying to stay calm still crying, you saw a pale, weak and tired Jimin making you hurt*

Y/N: hi Jimin. I s-saw your letter..

Jimin: Y-Y/N how'd you find out where I am?*his weakened voice broke your heart*

Y/N: Jimin I'm so sorry.. I'm so sorry *you ran and held his hand*

Jimin: nothing to be sorry about really. Haha I expected worse I thought you'd beat me to death

*you started sobbing*

Jimin: Don't cry Y/N. You are a tuff girl. I'm so so happy

Y/N: why?

Jimin: because I'm dying with you next to me.

Y/N: DON'T SAY THAT! You are gonna stay with me

Jimin: Y/N wanna know something? My parents never really supported me and I always got compared to others but I used you as a motivation to know my worth, so please use me, use me to love yourself.

Y/N: Thank you Jimin. Thank you for showing me.

Jimin: I never showed you.. it was you all along, I was trying to test you but you ended up passing.

Y/N: Thank you

Jimin: no thank you. Thank you for showing me how it feels to have "butterflies in my stomach" haha but thank you for showing me what the word love truly meant, I've been looking for the definition until I realized it was in you, not in words but in feeling.

Y/N: Jimin don't leave me, stay with me please

Jimin: I always will. I'll be waiting for you. But promise me one thing *he lifts up his pinky you intertwine each other's pinky's*

Jimin: pinky promise me.. promise me you'll bring light into your world.. not mine, you've done that long enough, it's my turn.

Y/N: J-Jimin

Jimin: I'm sorry..

Y/N: JIMIN DON'T GO

his pinky fell down, his eyes closed.. and never opened again..

"Alright, I promise"

~I believe you were sent here to help me grow, thank you, I love you. But I also love someone else.. and that's me~