I don't know what this is... I'm just venting here.
Woke up in the morning, straight out of one nightmare into another. I don't know how to solve it. How to solve the mess I've made.
I don't know how deep I've wounded the people I love. I don't know if they will even let me clean up the mess. Am I at fault? Or am I not?
I just wish I could leave.. but the strings holding me here are too strong.
I'm waiting for that one message. Just the one which will let me go. Which will mean, they have let me go.
I'm not good enough for them. Really I am not. Even the word slut falls short of what I've done. I wanna hurt myself enough to equal the mental pain I'm feeling.
I should just go, but I'm too selfish and scared to do that. And my naïve mind thinks that I can make everything better.
That's all...
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Random Thoughts in My Head
RandomThese are just my thoughts. Some are sad, some are happy. Some are lyrics of songs I like. This is gonna be like my therapy book. I'll just write down what I feel in two or four lines.
