Love, Sex , Breakups

thank god

mike pov

I didn't mean to shoot king and kill him it was supposed to aim to Michael why because he took my girl they hugging kissing. and shit not right I mean she look happy and I like to. see. her happy but I thought she was happy with me well. damn I thought wrong I didn't mean to beat her when she fought me back I knew   she was tired and hurt I got mad at her for nothing that night today I got out the game I saved enough money now I'm about to change because i need to switch my life around today i just got my therapy and I been going to talk to. him and I been going to anger class and I finally went to go. visit my mother that's in the old. people home w/e u call. it I feel. like me. talking to. her will. make my life better also when I was little my daddy used to beat on my. mother and I'll watch him until one day I got tired of it and I shot him in the head and that dream I have come back and back and I grew up and I found bianca and I loved her then I got in the game and I start beating her thinking its cool and its not mother taught me better I killed my kids and hurt my future and its time for me to change right now I'm at home waiting for the designers and my new furniture see my house was not a.dream house its a big house its a mansions so I threw everything out and they putting new things in here I here a knock on the door and its the designers I let them in give them the blue prints and they start painting my house that was about 5  hours then it dried I got white carpet to match my blue walls and then black designs on it then the movers came and put my new couches and tables in the front then they put new beds in all the rooms and dressers also I fixed the kitchen up and put new groceries in it then I got in my new beautiful bathroom and was in the shower for 30 mins then I got out and dried off and put on my red shorts and a.white t shirt then my red and white lebron's then I oiled my dreads and grabbed my keys to go. visit my mother I hopped in the car and drove to the home I parked my car and walked in and I went to the desk

" hello I'm here to see ms . perks " I said

" okay here go ur pass you know what room she in " the lady said

I shook my head and went into the elevator and went straight to her room when I walked in she was sitting in her chair playing in her crossword book I came behind her and gave her flowers

" morning mother " I said giving her flowers and kissing her cheek

" hey son and thanks you for the flower put them in the vast with the rest of your flowers " she said smiling

I did what she said and went to sit next to. her

" so tell me how u doing u look like a change man " she said

" I feel like it i.been doing bad this last couple years and I had to. change I got out the game and going to therapy and it helping me " I said holding her hand

" thats good I'm happy for you " she said smiling

" mama when u getting out this place " I asked

" well I'm getting out when I'm ready " she said

" leave next week mama and come stay with me we can move to new orleans like ur dream was and start something new we need a new start I'll get a real job and go back to school " I said

she looked at me and smiled

" honey I'm not ready to go right now but promise me u get a job and go. back to college and when u finish I'll. be back to. me and I'll move by u not with u I'm grown ass women " she said

I laughed

"i got accept in Louisiana college and they acepted me to play football they still waiting on my call" I said

" so go call them you always dream of being a football player follow ur dream ur 21 years old ur young do what u dreamed when u was a kid i.know when u was little it was hard for u but let the pass go. time for the future " my mama said