Love Is Pain || ONGOING

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If only you noticed, Jeon Jungkook, I am madly inlove with you, but I'm just your best friend, as you say. I wanna be with you, I wanna be your world, but that's never gonna happen, right? I tried to change myself, so you could love me, but no, we're still not gonna work. I look at every girl you date or like, and try to find that part, that I need myself, but you still won't look at me. How come you never notice how I feel about you? Why can't you ever love me?

"We're just best friends."

Is the answer you reply to everyone when we go out. But I don't wanna be best friends, anymore. I want you, I want an US, but stupid me already knows, it's never gonna happen. I ended up changing my whole self for you, but it wasn't worth it.

"I destroyed myself because of you."

"You won't have to anymore."

After he told me everything, my whole world stopped. I wished that I could take that. I wished I felt all the pain, he's feeling. I'm such a pabo for not noticing, I don't deserve to be called his best friend. Now I know, I know that.....

LOVE IS PAIN.

- M