Listen with music. Or don't:)
As I'm driving home, I begin to think about what Ethan said. And about what happened with Gray.
Could it be I possibly feel bad for Ethan?
I shouldn't he's done nothing but be an ass to me.
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I get home and see a note on my front porch.
It reads- " I see you haven't taken my advice and stayed away from Ethan considering that he rejected me for you. I told you to stay away and you didn't listen so now your gonna regret it. Whatever you get next, you deserve you scummy bitch" - Chelsea
I read this and lock myself in my house.
I don't even feel safe at this point.
I slide down the door and warm tears begin to stream down my cheeks.
I receive a FaceTime call from Grayson.
"Hey Vale I just wanted to check up on you and see that you got home safely"
My face wasn't showing so he couldn't see me crying.
My sobs fill the room.
"Vale whats wrong?" he asks worried
"Gray I'm so sorry but whatever we had going on right now needs to stop. I'm too emotionally unstable for a relationship with someone and I can't even figure out my own feelings."
"This is about my brother isn't it" he says looking down at his hands
"Well no but I- its" I stutter
"Look Vale, I don't really know whats going on in your head right now but I'm gonna give you your space."
"Thank you gray" I say
After we say goodbye to each other I hang up and go upstairs to take a shower.
I feel so misunderstood.
Grayson thinks I like his brother. Chelsea thinks I'm trying to "steal" Ethan from her. And I don't know what the fuck is going through Ethans mind right now tbh.
All I know is that I need to vent.
I text Tessa and tell her to come over.
After a short while she knocks on my door.
I open and instantly give her a hug. Crying silently.
"Vale whats wrong?" She asks confused.
"I don't know honestly." I say as I sit on the couch.
"Ethan and I did a project together and I fell asleep and he posted a snap of me. I told him to delete it but he wouldn't. And when he finally did it was too late. Chelsea told me to stay away from him so I did. I went out on a date with Gray and we kissed but then Ethan walked in drunk and said I was his and that he liked me. I thought he was just saying that since he was drunk. But the I just got a note from Chelsea basically threatening me and saying that Ethan rejected her because he said he liked me."
"My life is just a mess right now" I cry into my hands.
She leans over and gives me a hug.
"I cut it off with Gray because it's just too much for to handle."
"Are you sure thats why?" she asks
"Yes I'm sure " no I'm not.
"So you didn't end things with him because of your feelings toward Ethan?"
"No I didn't" did I?
