You were backstage for a convention. J2M were on stage. You were in a fan and you've always wanted to meet them. So when you got diagnosed with advanced non-small cell lung cancer,you jumped at the opportunity.
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Flashback"Hi, we're from make-a-wish. Can I get your wish." the woman said. "Can I possibly be in an episode of Supernatural? It doesn't matter if I just have a small part, just wanna be in Supernatural." you said. "You've got to be kidding me?" Your father asked. Your mother scolded him and talked to him outside. "this is what she wants, this is her DYING wish. Can you stop being a pessimist for 5 fucking minutes please!" the woman comes back "We couldn't get you on Supernatural,but we got you to be on stage with Jensen,Jared and Misha." the woman said. You smiled "REALLY!?" You exclaimed. "Yes,really!" the woman said smiling. "When's the panel?!" you asked "in two weeks!" the woman said. "Do jared,jensen and misha know yet?" you asked. "No,but I just talked to Robert, he's gonna tell the boys." she said smiling. "And by the way." she said "I would've chosen the same wish."
Todays the day. We leave for California for NerdHQ my dream will come true. You had never flown from Y/L ( your location, if you don't actually live in San diego.)
You've actually never flown at all. You were so nervous. You looked down at your shaky hands. You fix the oxygen tube in your nose you now have to wear ( I am not sure if people with Oxy. Tubes are allowed in airplanes. JGWI.) The Make-A-Wish foundation Spokesperson came but your parents stayed behind because they had to work and your dad hates planes.
They decided to let you go considering you were dying slowly.(I realized how sad that sounded.) You slowly fade to sleep as Mark Posner took a pill in ibiza.
The Make-A-Wish foundation spokesperson shakes your shoulder. "Y/N, the planes about to land,sweetheart, you need to put your seatbelt on." She said you rise and put your seatbelt on. and stare out the window till you felt the plane land. "We're going to be going to the hotel. Then we're going to the panel after we rest a couple of hours, since it's 7 in the morning. " she said. "Okay." You replied
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The spokeswoman and you were sitting back stage. When you heard. Jensen say "Well, we actually have partnered with Make-A-Wish and we actually have a special guest today. Her name is Y/N and she's (Your age) and she was diagnosed with Advanced Non-small Cell Lung Cancer. And She said that she has crippling stage fright, so please keep the noise down to a minimum till we can get her on stage." you chuckle then your chuckle turns shallow breathes realizing that your ACTUALLY going to have to go out in front of those people. "Hey, Sweetie, you okay?" The stage-handed asked. "Anxiety." you replied "Okay, Honey, Breathe. You can do this. Jensen, Jared and Misha will protect you." She said. Her voice sends soothing notes through your body. Then You see the spokesperson come up to you. "You ready?" She asked "As ready as I'll ever be." You said smiling. "Please give a warm welcome to Y/N!" Jared said. You smile. Jensen guides you to a chair. and you sit down and smile. "Hey, guys!" You" said "We can start with Questions." Jared said
*Time Skip*
It was about the middle of the panel when a girl about my age comes up to the mike and asks. "This question is for Y/N and Jensen." She said "shoot."
He said. "I actually have an excerpt from a script, from a movie and I was wondering if you would act it out?" She said "I'm game." You said "me too." Jensen said.You stood on stage left and he stood on stage right. "Annabella!" He said. "Is that you Desmond?" You called in a fake British accent "hello, Annabella." He said "you can dispense with the pleasantries,Desmond, it's a trifle don't you think?" You asked fanning your self with a paper fan that they just happened to have backstage. "If you would just let me explain I'm confident we would agree." He said. "My family,well, the have certain standards for me." I scoff "standards,in which, I don't meet?" You acted offended "She's really good." Jared whispered behind me. But at that moment everything goes in an out. It was a while before Jensen whispers "I've realized." "I realize that I have certain standards in which you do not meet." The girl who was sitting in the crowd, gave a confused look at the script she was holding. "It's time I sail on my own. Discover the life I'm always dreamed of but thought impossible..." You trailed off again. "Y/N? You alright?" Jensen whispered. You shook from my daze. "I'm leaving,Desmond." You said going passed Jensen and turning back around. "leaving? Where Annabella?" He asked "help." You whispered apparently too quiet for him to hear because he went "what?" Then You grab his arm and hit the ground.
Drowning
It feels like I'm drowning
My lungs are filled with liquid
And I keep sucking in more.
More and more
Till all life fades from my being_____________________
You were awoken to an anxious Beeping of a Heart monitor machine. But when you rose. Here were more people in your room than excepted. "What are y'all doing here?" You asked Jensen,Jared and Misha. " we couldn't go on with the panel, knowing you weren't okay, so we cut the panel short." Misha said. "Guys, you didn't have to do that." You said "yes." Jensen said. "We did." you smile. "what happened?" You asked. "You have an asthma attack with a seizure, but the doctors said you were fine and that you could go home when you woke up." Jared said. "Okay." I mumbled. "Mr. Ackles, you have a call for you." The nurse said. Jensen got up without reply and left.
*Jensen POV*
I came out of Y/N's room and the nurse handing me the phone. "Go for Ackles." I said "It's Singer, I want Y/N on the show!" He said I chuckle "And its to the point for you right." I said rob ignores the comment and then goes "I've called her parents, they said she could except they can't come down her to sign the papers." I sigh "And you want me to go down to (Your State) and get them to sign them?" I said
"Yep." Robert simply said I roll eyes. "Okay, all right!" I said.*Time Skip* *Your POV*
You were going home,but you had no idea that he was tagging along. You were waiting for your plane to start boarding when he sat beside you. "Hey,Y/N." He said "Jensen? What are you doing here?" You asked. He smiled. "The Make-A-Wish lady can't make it. So I volunteered as your chaperone." He said shit you thought. "Flight 291 to (your town) is now boarding. Please make your way to the gate." An announcer on the PA system. "We better go." Jensen said. "Y-yeah." I stuttered. "Are you okay?" You nod smiling "of course." You board the plane. "So, sorry to ask, but, what is like to have cancer?" Jensen asked. "It isn't that different. Except for the paranoia. You never want to go to sleep,because you're not sure you're gonna wake up." You said " I'm sorry." he said. "It's fine. it's not you're fault." You said "Guess I got the luck of the draw." You stare out at the clouds that accompany your journey back home. That would be surprisingly short. You thought you were coming home from the trip permanently. But apparently it wasn't the case. You put your earbuds in and listen to music the rest of the flight.
(This is gonna be a different that the regular version sorry)
I took a pill in Ibiza
to show Avicci I was cool
but when I finally got sober
felt ten years older, but fuck it was something to do
I'm living out in LA
I drive a sports car just to prove
That I'm a real big baller
'cause I made a million dollars
And I spend it on boys and shoes
You don't wanna be high like me
never really knowing why like me.
never step off that roller coaster, be all alone.
you never wanna ride the bus like this
Never knowing who to trust like this.
You don't be stuck up on that singing
Stuck up on the stage singing
saying darling, all I know are sad songs. Sad songs
I took a plane to my home town.
Brought my pride and my guitar
My friends are all gone
But manicured lawns and the people still think I'm a star
I was walking around Downtown
Met some fans on Lafayette
They said "Tell how us to make it ''cause we're getting real impatient." So I looked them in the eye and said
You don't wanna be high like me.
Never really knowing why like me.
Never wanna step off the roller coaster all alone.
Never wanna ride the bus like this.
Never knowing who to trust like this.
Never wanna be stuck up on that stage singing
Stuck up on that stage singing.
Darling, all I know are sad songs.
Saaaaad songs.And that's when Jensen shook your shoulder. "Hey,Y/N,sweetheart, we're here!"
Did he just call me sweetheart? Pff no that's insane!
"Is it just me or is my life turning into a Fanfic?" You asked Jensen laughs "this would be one hell of a fanfic!" He said grabbing my overhead luggage. "thanks!" I said smiling and you got home. "Mom,Dad, I'm home!!" You called.
To Be Continued...
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