noah & arlyn [eng ver.]

"Impossible" - part 3

When.. they both become awkward
Arlyn and Noah didnt talk to each other and they are not brave to see each other

" if u also love me.. let's date!"

( the words that noah said without thinking of arlyn's feelings )

Arlyn was so schocked of the confession of her own friend

Arlyn's pov

I'm confused should I be happy or sad , I want to be Noah's boyfriend but i asume that Noah is my friend.
Its not the only one reason why im afraid to date , I'm also afraid to have a heartbreaking feel on her first love. I dont want to "collect"ex.

"huh? R u joking ?"
( she said to calm
her mind  a second )

"Why? Why are u
surprised i said this ?"

"Its not like that.. But I know that I dont want to collect ex and if- we break up- I will lose 2 person. I will lose my boyfriend and I will lose you , my friend the one that I love the most"

" Oh... I understand- Sorry that i'm too fast but I will take back my words , I will wait until you are ready. If ur ready tell to Alvaro like this "Tell Noah I'm ready"

Arlyn's pov.

Arlyn's mixed feelings in her heart.

I'm so confused of my own friend. Like 3860° different from the Noah she know. "Its okay.." he didnt give me a duedate when will i have to answer. I will answer when im ready but if its like that i'm hanging his love! Im dont want to do that. Okay Okay luke this, I will try to like him. I have to make my own goal to myself. I have to try liking her and i will make the diedate my own , the duedate will be next month from now. If I succeed liking him... I will accept him but if im nor ready- I have to accept the risk of Noah leaving me. Ohhhhh GOD why is my love story like this ? Ive seen in novels that i read its not like this. Ive read too much novels HUH

Suddenly Arlyn's phone rings in the silence. Arlyn directly check her phone and actually its from her mom.

"Arlyn! Fast go to
dad's room now!"

"Why mom? What's
  wrong with dad ?"

"This is so strange,
  fast go here!"

"Is this bad news
or good news?"

Actually Noah peeking what is Arlyn doing. Without chatting anymore, Noah immediately knocks her head softly and say "r u dumb? you are still askibg its bad news or gold news. Why is my friend born like this- Fast go to your dad's room. I will join"

Hearing Naoh saying like that, they both begin to tell stories like before again. Without awkward feeling between both of them- they directky go to Arlyn's dad room. After walking approximately 3-5 minutes they walk fastly, finally they both arive to her dad's room.

Seeing Noah's mom smile made them calmer but there is a question that came out in Arlyn's mind "Aunt Sinta smiled because dad is healed or is dad finally escape from the disease? Why am i saying this", said Arlyn in her heart.

"Aunt, how is dad?
and where is mom?"

"Your mom is inside, you can
  check by yourself if i tell it to
  you, it will be not a surprise"