Why/I'm sorry(vkook)

Hatred

I woke up again at the hospital.I really need to stop coming here but nobody was here this time.Then the doctor came in and he had a look.The look scared me I remembered everything from the other day.He walked to my side and sighed.
Doctor:Mr.Jeon we are sorry but we did our best
Jungkook:what do you mean what's wrong with my babies(I was hyperventilating)please tell me(I couldn't even cry I've cried so much already because of him I hate him so much)
Doctor:One of the babies didn't make it
Jungkook:what no please why it's all his fault I hate him I hate him!
Doctor:sir I need you to calm down we don't want to risk the other babies life ok
Jungkook:okay okay I'm calming down
Doctor:well I will be leaving and some people are here to see you I will send them in if you want to
Jungkook:yeah let them in(the doctor left and everybody stormed in)hey guys
Jin:stop getting us worried stop ending up in the hospital don't scare us
Namjoon:calm down baby let's go sit down
Jungkook:I'm sorry
Jimin:you should be you've got this kid so attached to you he wouldn't stop crying until he got tired(he said holding kay in his arms)
Youngjae:Jackson told us what happened and the doctor also told us we're sorry for your lost but you still have this one and I'm not telling you to forget about the other one but you have to be strong for this baby and Kay
Jungkook:I know I just I just hate him so much but I can't keep him out of my head I just hate it I hate him so much because of him my other baby will never get to open its eyes (tears tried to come out but there was none left)
Yugyeom:don't think about him we hate him too for all the things he did to you but I'm here we're all here
Jungkook:thanks you guys I just don't know how I can pay back all the love and support
Jimin:all you have to do is stay healthy and be happy can you do that
Jungkook:of course when can I go home
Jin:(sigh)tomorrow
Jungkook:sorry for worrying you but shouldnt you be home with your baby
Jin:well I had to know if your okay and Jackson and jinyoung are taking care of him I wouldn't let no crusty lady take care of my children I rather have those idiots do it
Jungkook:sassy mom is back
Jin:you know it well we will go back home you rest and we will be here to pick you up
Jungkook:can you leave kay here
Jimin:then I will stay to help since you can't
Yugyeom:or you just want to stay with him forever
Jungkook:shut up and leave(while blushing I never really thought of jimin in a relationship he's like an older brother
Jimin:well I will get a nurse to get me a matress(I said clapping my hands still standing)
Jungkook:are you going to go or not
Jimin(blushing)oh yeah(leaves)
He's so awkward right Kay I tell the baby right next to me.I promise I won't let that meanie hurt you ever.He may be your father but he made his choice.We will never talk about him only hate him for hurting us ok.I heard the door open and jimin came in with a mattress.He laid it down next to the side that was to small even for him.We said our good nights even if we knew Kay wouldn't let us sleep.
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I was awaken by jimin saying I should start getting ready since the others are going to pick us up.I changed into a white shirt and sweatpants that the hospital gave me.I got in the van that namjoon got when we moved.

We had two since not everyone can fit in just one.We were 12 People in all 13 in six months.We drove out of the city to our home near the shore.