Love by Chance Smuts (One shots)

Tum x Tar (Smut...Again)

I'm back!🎉 It's been some time since I updated this, but I came up with an idea and really just wanted to write another smut.

I know that not everyone is a fan of TumTar but I put more effort into it, so I hope you enjoy.👌

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DISCLAIMER: This fanfic is set when/after Tar told Tum that he is scared of falling in love and it might also be a bit depressing, so if you're sensitive to topics like suicide please don't read this or read it if you want to.

Tum's POV

"You wanna know what happened right?"Tar began,"You wanna know what happened to me when I was in France?"

I stood there wide-eyed. I had never seen Tar so full of rage and sadness before. It hurt me to look at him in that state. To know I'm the one who caused it,"Tar, you don't need to tell me if you don't want to-"

"No, I'll tell you!"tears were falling down his cheeks as he struggled to let out,"..I..I was raped! I was raped, ok?! I was scared to tell you because I knew you would hate me. You hate now, don't you?! You think I'm disgusting-"

"Tar! I don't hate you, I can never hate you! I love you Tar..and I just want you to realise that. Not like friends. Not like brothers. I love you more than that. I know we're step brothers but I still can't ignore my feelings for you. "

"P'Tum..even if you love me I can't love you back. I have Philophobia(fear of falling in love), P'Tum. I can't be with you. I'll just hurt you if I stay with you."

"It's ok, Tar. I'm not asking you to love me..I'm just asking you to let me love you. I'm asking you to let me take care of you and for you to please not go back to France. Can you do that for me Tar?"I smiled.

"A-alright P'Tum."He stopped crying and slightly hesitated until he agreed to sit on my lap and calm down.

Time Skip

I woke up as the sun hit my eyes and I struggled to open them. I had gone to bed last night after confronting Tar not go back to France and I'm sure he went to bed too, as I couldn't hear anymore noises coming from his room when he left.

After I had gotten dressed and gone to make breakfast, I realised Tar hadn't come down stairs yet."Tar! Tar! Are you coming down?"

No response.

I figured he had gone out already but when I turned my gaze to the kitchen counter I noticed Tar's phone sitting there. Where would he go without his phone? I quickly thought to myself as I realised I was going to be late if I didn't hurry up.

Time Skip

I was walking when someone I recognised as Ae called out,"Hey, Tum."

"Oh, hey...Ae? How is going?"

"It's going fine for me. So, I know we haven't really talked before, but I know that you're friends with some of my friends and they told me you can play the guitar."

"Oh yeah, I go to the bar and play sometimes."

"So I was wondering, could you...teach me how to play?"

Usually I would deny requests like that, but since I didn't really have anything to do recently I decided to agree,"Sure. When are you free?"

He let out a breath and held his chest like he had been relieved,"Thank you, I was a bit sceptical that you were going to say no, but now I'm really glad."

I had been aimlessly glancing around, while I was walking and my eyes suddenly stumbled upon someone I was confused about being here."So I'm free on Saturdays, but we can do it on Fridays if you want..,"Ae continued. Was that Tar? I was intensely stared at the figure that really reminded me of Tar."Hey, Tum, are you listening to me?" Ae questioned.