Love. The word. Love. It's strong you know. It's powerful and dangerous. Some people think love is a game and something to play and mess with, but once you fall in love everything will change for you. Everything. Literally. You will never be the same again. It can be good bad and evil. It can be happy and full of joy it can even be full of pain. Love is beautiful. It's magical, it's mind blowing. Specially knowing what one person can do to you and how they can change your life. I never knew at such a young age atleast, I could fall into such a deep love like the way I am right now. That every little thing I'm sensitive to. Now that can either be good or bad though it isn't ALWAYS a bad thing. But what will happen to me if I loose the one I love more than anything? What happens if one day he gives up on me because I'm complicated and stupid? Or something happens and he goes missing for awhile? What do I do then? How am I going to hold up? How am i gong to be okay?😭 I hate some of the things that love does to me. Sometimes I love so fucking hard it hurts, but I really love him and I'm hoping that one day he will see and feel how much I do love him. Maybe he does know though? I hope so...I think so¿ I would die for him I would kill for him I'd do anything for him😭❤️ Why and how can one person do soooo much to another person. I love it. But I hate it. He's the one. I know he is and always will be. We were made for each other to help each other and keep each other up and spend each and every good and bad day together and never give up. He's my soul mate my everything. I'm so lost without him...I'm nothing without him. I mine as well be dead and gone without him. People don't realize that I love him. And I mean that I love him not just some fake love or that I just want to be cool type of love. This is real. I know it is. It's true. I feel it deep down😭❤️. Something I never felt in my life. He makes me happy and he makes me smile. A different type of smile I never knew I had or could have. He lets me
Be myself and be crazy around him and let's me show my true colors. He doesn't give up on me. He fights for me. He takes such good care of me. He makes me feel wanted and loved and cared for and special. Why am I so lucky to have him? What did I ever do to get so lucky to have him? I'm so glad he's mine. I'm so blessed and thankful that he's here with me today in my life. All of our good memories together. Meeting each other, going to the park in the summer and playing soccer. I always think about those times. I miss them so much though! He's made me a better person. He's made me happier and helped me so much. Love is the most fucked up drug🙃 But let me tell you it's fucking beautiful. I love our story. I even think about it all the time❤️ I tell everyone about it. About us. About how soft and cute he is. His smile drives me crazy. Every time I see him I smile so hard ahh... That feelings I get inside of me when I see him and when he hugs me...it's so hard to explain! But it's fucking beautiful😍 I wouldn't trade any moment we have for the world. I love him. Our love is strong❤️ it always will be. I'm holding on tight, and never letting go of what I have🤞 The bond we have, no one would be able to understand unless the experienced it themself. Not many people at this age, understands or knows what I feel. What we feel. We all make mistakes, but we also learn from them. And you know...the person loves you when no matter how many times or how bad you mess up, they still love you more and more each and every day❤️🤞When you love someone, you experience happiness. So much of it. A happiness you may have never knew you had. You learn new things about yourself that you never knew you had....the one you are with and the one you love shows you your true colors. It's wonderful honestly. It's beautiful, creative, amazing! So many words to describe it.LOVE is UNCONDITIONAL!!! Love, makes you feel lucky. Love is when, even when your falling down yourself, not only do you hold yourself up but you hold the other person up. You gotta stay STRONG TOGETHER!
