Back in her room she just went in her bed and curled up in a ball. She didn't wanna talk to anyone. All she could think about was Coulson and how he could think that she would just accept his death. She would do anything to save him, even if that means giving her own live for his. She knows she could never forgive herself if Coulson would die and she didn't even try to save him. Why can't he understand this?
While she was crying and thinking about how she could convince him, Coulson arrived at her bank. He wasn't sure if he should talk to Daisy right now. But then he heard a sniffle followed by a sob an he was so heartbroken by hearing this, that he couldn't walk away like he didn't notice.
He knocked on the door and waited for her to answer. As she didn't answer he knocked again. "Can I come in - please?" "Why would you even want to?" she said with a sorrowful voice. He couldn't deal with her being so upset and not being able to comfort her. It broke his heart being the reason she was so upset.
"Daisy, can you please open the door and let me in?" he almost begged. "It's not locked." Coulson opened the door and entered the room cautiously. He saw the young woman curled up in a ball, walked to her and sat on the edge of her bed.
Then Coulson put his hand gently on her shoulder. "Hey. I don't want you to cry because of me, I'm not even gone yet." "B-but its o-nly a m-matter of time you said..." she said during hiccups "I know, but we still have time, you know. And you shouldn't spend this time crying." he answered causally.
Daisy sat up and Coulson tried to whip her tears away, but there were always coming new tears because she couldn't stop crying. "B-but i could never forgive myself if you die and I didn't even try to save you... How could I live with myself if I didn't do anything... How am I supposed to live without you?"
Coulson sighed "Look: how do you think could I live with myself if you would give your life for mine? I wouldn't be able to live with this, Daisy. You're way to important to me. That's why I could never accept you trying to help me in that way. Can you please understand this" he asked with concern, he hoped so much that she would understand this.
Daisy nodded a bit but was still crying even though not as bad as before. He hugged her tight and Daisy shifted her head half on hin chest and clunged on to him. "I-I'm sorry..." she said "why would you be sorry?" he asks with confusion in his voice. "Because you are the one dying, but you're still comforting me... I'm just selfish" "No, you're not. Everything's going to be fine, okay? I promise" "How can you promise me that?" "Because you are on of the strongest persons I know and you will be able to do this and carry on." he smiled. "I don't feel that strong right now" she admitted. "But you are, trust me. I'm still the director, right? I know everything" "Yeah, speaking 'bout that; I'm sorry, but I cant lead S.H.I.E.L.D.. Maybe someday, but not right after you... I don't think I will be in a good condition when ... When you are... gone.... So maybe Mack or someone else should take your place." "Daisy, I would never force you to take my place and if you need time it's alright, but I just think, that you are a perfect leader. So if you're worrying about that, I can tell you, that I always believed in you and always will!" Daisy sniffed "Thank you" "please don't cry again" "I'm not, I'm okay... And did you actually mean, what you said earlier?"
She lifted her head a few inches of his chest and looked at him "What did I say earlier?" "Well, you know... With me being the closest thing you have to a daughter..." She looked away as soon as she said that. Then she added "I mean if not..." "Daisy" "it's alright, I just... You know..." "Daisy!" "I just wanted to know if..." "DAISY!" "yeah?" "Usually I don't say things I don't mean in that way..."
"Oh... Thank you..." she blushed and tears welled up in her eyes again "You know, I've never had a real father and I guess I can't count Cal, but if I would have to choose how my dad would be.... I would want it to be exactly like you... I love you" she said. "I love you too". Then he kissed the top of her head and hugged her tight again. They stayed like this for a long time.
So that was the third chapter, I hope you like it :)
I'm sorry I needed so long to write it but honestly I was just so uninspired...
I'd be really happy if you would let me know what ya' think and feel free to correct my mistakes in grammer or something. My English isn't the best.
Have a nice day <3
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Coulson comes alive (again!)
FanfictionThe story takes place after the season finale of season 5 and is mostly about the relation between Coulson and Daisy. I hope you like it