Chapter 4

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" Can I Go Take A Shower " I Ask out of breathe.

" Yea Ill give you some of my clothes " he says and kisses my lips.

I sit up and start to walk to the bathroom but right as I stand up I fall right back down.

" Did I hit it to hard baby " Micco Laughs

*skips to the next morning*

I wake up and immediately have to throw up , I Sit in front of the toilet trying to figure out why i have morning sickness if i barely drank last night and then i realize.. Oh fuck.. Did Micco Use A Condom Last Night ?

" FUCK.. MICCO , WAKE YO ASS UP " i scream.

He runs to the bathroom and says " What the fuck is wrong with you bro "

" Did you use a fucking condom last night " I ask.

" No ? " he says in more of a question form.

" Omg You Fucking Idiot!! What If Im Pregnant Micco , huh ? Then what the fuck is gonna happen , Im not ready To be a mom and your probably not ready to be a dad and For damn sure I aint killing my baby " I yell.

" Look , Maddie Chill Alright , Ill Go To The Pharmacy And Get Some Pregnancy Tests , And Ill Make Doctors Appointment For You " He says.

" My Brothers Gonna fucking Kill Me !! " I say and start crying.

He comes over and hugs me and says , " Baby its alright we'll get through this together i promise "

" Micco Please Promise You Leave Me , If I Am Pregnant " I cry.

" I promise i wont leave you baby, Never In A Million Years Would I Leave " he says.

" Now Lets Go Get Your Pregnancy Test " He Says And Helps Me Up From In Front Of The Toilet.

Micco gave Me His Shirt And A Pair of Ripped Jeans He had , and i surprisingly Fit them lmao.

We walk outside to his car , And he opens the car door for me , I look up at him, and hes gives me a weak smile , I Can Tell By His Eyes , That Hes Not Ready For This Either.

I just lay my head against the window , and think about the mistake i just made , and then I decide to call Kalin

(K=Kalin S=Skye)

K- yo!
M- K-kalin
K- Maddie ? Whats Wrong Mamaz ?
M- Me And A Friend Are Gonna Pick You Up , And Ill Tell you then , Be Ready in thirty
K- Okay

" Can you drop by my house so we can pick up Kalin " I ask quietly.

" Yeah " Micco says.

I lay my head back on the window as Micco Turns On The Radio and The Song ' There Goes My Life ' by Kenny Chesney Comes on.

All he could think about was I'm too young for this. Got my whole life ahead. Hell I'm just a kid myself. How'm I gonna raise one ? All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke. So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the coast. Oh well, those plans are long gone. And he said , There goes my life. There goes my future , my everything. Might as well kiss it all good-bye. There goes my life.. A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later. That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator. Oh yeah.. he loves that little girl. Momma's waiting to tuck her in , As she fumbles up those stairs. She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear. Sleep tight , blue eyes and bouncin' curls.He smiles.. There goes my life. There goes my future , my everything. I love you , daddy good-night. There goes my life. She had that Honda loaded down. With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American Express.
He checked the oil and slammed the hood , said you're good to go. She hugged them both and headed off to the West Coast. And he cried , There goes my life. There goes my future , my everything. I love you.
Baby good-bye. There goes my life.
There goes my life.

We Stop At A Red Light , And Micco Puts His Head On The Steering Wheel , And Starts Tearing Up , As I Do Too.

Micco's Pov

There Goes My Life...

Im Too Young For This.

How Am I Supposed To Raise A Kid ?.

I Was Supposed To Start A Football Career.

I know your thinking , How Are You Gonna Do That ? You Work At A Bar.

Well Im A Football Player , Im In My Senior Year Of Highschool , My Dad Owns The Bar , And I Needed A Job So He Gave Me One.

We Stop At A Red Light and I Put My Head In My Arms On The Steering Wheel , And Then Here Comes The Water Works.

" Micco , The Light " I hear Maddie whisper quietly.

I pick my head up , as a tear falls , and She wipes it , as I start driving again

" We'll Get Through This Together Micco , I Promise " She Says Quietly , And Weakly Smiles.

I weakly smile back at her , And then i turn down her street and pull up to her house.

" We're Here Babe " I Say , and She Gets Out To Go Get Kalin.

As she walks inside i lay my head on the steering wheel , and punch the dash board and scream.

" WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO "

And A Few More Tears Slip.

There Goes My Life..

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