"n-no..." renjun quietly replied, hiding his face in his hands as soon as jaemin came to realize what was up.
jaemin studied the collar and looked back up at renjun. "then... this is yours?"
the chinese boy peeked through his hands at jaemin. he was so embarrassed. his cheeks were flushed a light shade of red, and all he could think of was what was to come next.
"y-yeah..." he admitted, crawling across the bed to where jaemin was standing, taking the collar out of his hands.
renjun cleared his throat, taking a deep breath afterwards. jaemin sat down on the older's bed. he was curious as to why renjun owned such an item.
renjun played with it, tracing his index finger around the inside of the heart on the front. he could feel his own heart beating hard, and loud. and by the subtly content look on jaemin's face, renjun knew he could hear it.
"so," the younger started, gently placing one of his hands on renjun's knees. "when did you start wearing collars?"
he had to say it. even if he was going to regret it, the beans had to be spilled at some point.
"w-well, um," renjun began scratching his head, until he felt a familiar bump under his hand. his ears. jaemin was going to see them.
but it's not like renjun couldn't tell him, he was already in the process of doing it. no backing down now...
"what if i told you i-i was a hybrid?"
jaemin looked like his soul had just left his body, he was staring blankly at renjun's pale violet sweater.
expressionless. this only made renjun more and more anxious and worried about the outcome.
the next thing renjun heard was jaemin cooing. "let me put it on you!!" he put his hands on renjun's small ones, manuvering the collar to his neck.
after buckling it, jaemin sat back and looked at renjun.
all of a sudden, he could feel something in his stomach. a feeling he was familiar with whenever he was with someone, jeno. but at that moment, he was feeling it with renjun; butterflies.
renjun tilted his head down, avoiding jaemin's gaze at all costs. he felt so shy now that jaemin knew about what he was into. and that was only one of the things.
"oh my god! you have ears, too!" jaemin beamed, reaching his hand out to touch them, but pulling it back. "it's okay if i touch them, right?"
renjun slowly began to smile. he nodded, watching as jaemin places his hands behind his ears. renjun closed his eyes and sighed. jaemin knew renjun was feeling more comfortable and relaxed now.
jaemin would scratch in spots from time to time, making renjun giggle. jaemin's smile widened, the butterflies multiplying by the second.
"jaemin..." renjun murmured, laying down on his stomach and resting his cheek on his arms. "hm?"
jaemin waited for a reply back from renjun, so he stopped scratching his ears. "are you weirded out by me being a hybrid and..." he rolled over until he was on his side, looking at the door to his room. "...and liking collars and that kinda stuff?"
"no, not at all. i think it's really cute!" he giggled, reaching his hand down to stroke the older's caramel brown locks. renjun hummed, his tail began to wag. jaemin was in awe, how could renjun be this precious the whole time without him realizing it until now?
"are you hungry? i can go start supper, if you want." jaemin asked, streching his arms.
"yes, please!" renjun sat up, the metal heart on the collar jingled.
"okay, babe."
that word again. it stuck in his mind like a fly on sticky paper, there was no way it could escape. renjun squealed and burried his face into one of his pillows.
ring! ring!
renjun was getting a call, and it was from jeno. he thought back to when jaemin talked about him, saying that "he wasn't ready for a relationship" or something like that. he shook his head and picked up the phone.
"yeah?"
"renjun, i was just calling to wonder if you and jaemin wanted to come to a movie with the boys and i?"
"uhm... just a sec." he hopped off of his bed and shuffled into the kitchen. jaemin heard his the noise of his socks on the floor and turned around, only to catch renjun who was shuffling a little too fast and almost ruined their supper. renjun grabbed onto his shoulders.
"what has you in a hurry, junnie?" jaemin unconciously put his hands on renjun's hips.
"i'm on the phone with jeno..." he panted. "he asked me if we wanted to go to a movie with him and the boys tonight."
jaemin stuck out his lips, thinking about it for a moment. "sure, let's go out."
renjun smiled, thanked jaemin, and shuffled back to his room.
jaemin turned around to focus on sauteing vegetables.
on a date... jaemin muttered to himself.
"we're gonna come along!" renjun kicked his feet. "okay, see you there!"
renjun hung up and smiled to himself.
it'll be like our first date...
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Fanfiction"uhh why is there a collar under your bed?" "it belongs to the dog!" "renjun, we don't have a dog... do we?" in which renjun has a secret, and jaemin finds out about it. lower case intended.