Sidemen gang

Chapter 9

Simon's POV
We got back into the van Vikk was driving so me Josh and Tobi were I. The back with JJ up front incase these people tried anything. Tobi looked deep in though so I looked at him and asked "are you okay Tobi?" He stayed silent for a few seconds "I don't know man." Came his reply. He seemed so.. lost. "You know when you think you know what's going on in your family but then turns out you don't.... I feel like I failed him... Jed I thought he was in prison but he is here and..." he trailed off towards the end. "And you feel like you should have known?" I asked.
"Yeah. How do know if you're good enough for your family?" He questioned.
"Well they trust you and you trust them if one was in trouble you would know you feel it it is just a bad feeling. You had one before the mission, then you helped Vikk. Then you saw your brother who you thought was in prison and that feeling in your gut went because of that. That is how you know you're good enough."
By the end of my little speech he seemed to be a little more Tobi-like.
JJ told us we were stopping in 5 minutes and Tobi panicked.(this may be triggering to those who have this issue)
His breathing became irregular and he couldn't feel anything. Vikk was sat next to him trying desperately to calm him down. Then mind clicked to when I used to have a panic attacks. I quickly knelt in front of Tobi and held his wrists. "Tobi copy my breathing okay copy my breathing." I repeated until his breathing slowed down Vikk kept telling him that he was right next to him and slowly but surely he was shaking and crying but his breathing was back to normal. We got there he started to panic.
"What he thinks I'm a shit brother?" He kept mumbling I told him not to worry and to stay calm.