The Journey {Hayes, Matt, and Taylor FanFiction}

I Feel Alone.

So my parents, friends, relatives...NOBODY understands how much Matt means to me.

I have so much stuff on my plate.

I just wish I had somebody to know what I'm going through.

My mom and my BEST friend says you'll never meet him, he's not your friend, YOU DON'T KNOW HIM.

Do you realize how much that hurts?

To be told you're never going to meet the ones person that made me happy for almost 2 years.

Really the only person to keep a smile on your face EVERYDAY.

I feel like shutting out my BEST friend, almost like a sister, just because she doesn't help me in ANY way.

I feel like I'm a freak.

Like a experiment.

Getting observed by every single movement and then poked and poked at.

I can't even tell my mom how I feel with out her saying I'm over reacting.

She called me psychotic today.

You know how bad I felt about myself.

Whatever I DO that makes me happy is always ruined.

I feel like no one understands.

My dad's pretty cool about it.

He jokes and acts like he doesn't care.

But one day we talked about it and he says he does it to push my buttons.

I love him.

And he understands it.

Just please.

PLEASE.

Let me know if I'm not the only one.

I love you guys so fucking much.

Much love.

Bye guys.