So. My dad has moved.
But I have decided not to go visit. I know it sounds selfish but I don't think I can handle seeing him happy.
Happy without me.
Don't get me wrong I'm glad he's found a family that will love him, but did he really have to leave me behind?
I'm scared.
I don't want to lose him but 'If you love me let me go' right?
....
If you didn't notice I changed the picture to me when I was younger. It tells me that it wasn't always perfect but I still knew how to hide it.
I want to make people happy but every now and then you've gotta have a breakdown.
Bye for now