I'm paralyzed, each day is a vivid nightmare. Don't pretend you understand the demons in my mind. Please save the part of me that was once innocent. I've lost myself and I die. Why? Why am I so scared? I watch from afar waiting until my time comes to leave this world. I miss living, but it's hard to when you see every eye hear every word feel the emotional blow. I'm falling apart at the seams. I want to move, but something holds me in place, stoping me from reaching the good moments of the present. "That's just reality" yeah right,
I wish tomorrow never comes and I stay frozen forever. When it comes down to it, I want to end it all but, I'm to scared to take that final breath,for the fear that , that. Saving embrace of death will only be a dream.
Someone save me from myself
