Cuts || Taekook [ Finished ]

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dear taehyung,

once you find this letter, i won't be there anymore. i feel like i owe you an explanation.

remember the day when we met, at the toiletboxes? you heard me cry and i later explained it was about my brother. i didn't want to scare you by saying that it was myself i was crying about. i had been to the hospital a few weeks before that day, and i had gotten the results from the test i had taken. it was a bloodscan and a MRI, to check if i was diagnosed with cancer. i had those tests because i had troubles concentrating, a lot of nosebleeds, faints and even loss of memory.
from that moment i knew i was screwed to the hospital, but i refused to stay there. when i met you i fell in love quite instantly, but your eyes told me a story i had never seen before. a story so sad it made me feel the need to help you, make you happy. i made it my job to make you see the light. i made it my job to love you endlessly, for all the remaining days i had left. my baby.. please taehyungie, be happy! find someone to love you the way you deserve, travel the world like you'd always spoken about. i'm always close, tae. and i will never stop loving you.

taehyung, run this world with pride. sing yourself to the top of it, and be the beautiful you i held hands with, the you i kissed, the you i made love to and the you i fell in love with.

i'll miss you, my love.

yours sincere,

Jeon Jeongguk.