From the outside looking in

Chapter one

   I recall the the day as it was yesterday I was but 4 or 5  I saw my siblings shift to there forms for the first time my older brother Danny took to the sky's and became a fantastic beast he calls an Eagle the black and white feathers  with a touch of gold on his feet and break and a spot or two on his wings proved him to be the golden child of the sky's he shifted back to a more Human form but with his feathers like a cloak around him showing all he was anything but human he was 9 and our father who looked and resembled a bear pulled  him up and looked down to me and my sister  his booming voice still impacts me to this day
" Janet you should be going through your shift too, and you too Darling," 
It was no sooner did he say those words did my sister Janet shifted she was a doe a young doe at that her brown golden fir was covered in white spots and she had big brown doe eyes  with specks of gold in them  proved her to be a child of the earth a booming laugh was heard  again from my father
"That's my girl nothing but the best for this Alpha"

       Yeah did I forget get to mention the part we're I'm the alphas runt  of a daughter born to early a stand upon his image  the only way I could make up for it is if I too were a golden child like my brother and sister. I was tiny dirty blonde hair and hazel blue eyes did not match that if my older brother and sister  my skin pail wile there was a golden  in collie more so after their first shift the resembled my father and mother more so then me. Suddly I felt as if the eyes of our entire clan were on me waiting and watching and I cried for my mother
My father frowned and walked away
"It's cause your the runt.. it should have been you that died with your mother and not your twin."