~~Christina's POV~~
We got home and everyone went into the house knowing I can take care of Lauren. I didn't want to wake her up because she looks so adorable sleeping snuggled up into my arms with her head on my chest but I had to.
"Lauren." I shook her a little
"Lolo wake up." I shook her a little more
"Lo babygirl wake up." She finally wakes after the third time I called her name. I smiled at her falling back to sleep.she mumbles something.
"Lauren come on." I say in my serious tone. She pops up from the seat and rubs her eyes.
"I'm sorry Chrissy." She said it broke me heart.
"For what Lo." I replied back to her.
"Everything for shutting everyone out, for letting people down, for being a mistake. She whispers.
"Lauren your not a mistake why did you say that." I ask her.
"Because everyone thinks that." She replies crying again.
"Aww babygirl look at me your not a mistake and nobody thinks that and if someone does then they don't know you." I say.
"Come on let's go inside you can relax and we'll talk about some more things after. I say as Lauren jumps in my arms crying. I get out of the car and carry Lo into the house. I sit on the couch and put Lauren next to me and she snuggles up and I wrap my arms around her stroking her hair singing some songs as she drifts asleep.
~~Lauren's POV~~
I woke up and everything started to flood back too me. All of a sudden I start crying and my breathing grew heavier I started to panic.
"Lo". Someone said but I can't make out who it is.
"Lo it's me Kathrine follow my breathing."Kath says and I start to follow her breathing after a few seconds. I jump into her arms and cry.
" I'm so scared Kath." I say as I lay in Kathrines arms. She's stroking my hair and whispering to me.
"Hey babygirl can I talk to you for a minute." Christina says as she walks into the room.
"Sniff.....y-y-Yeah.....Chrissy." I try to say perfectly but can't.
"Hey it's ok Lolo, your ok."Chris says as she grabs my hand and leads me to her room. Amy and Lisa are in there along with Dani.
" You three get out now please." Christina says. Without any hesitation they get up and leave.
"Lift up your sleeves Lauren." She says right away.
"No...w-why I don't want to." I react to what she just said.
"Now Lauren." Christina says kinda angry but sad. I slowly lift my sleeves up and cry.
"H-How'd you kn-know Chrissy." I ask her crying uncontrollably.
"Lo I saw them when I switched your shirt In the car, why would you do that you could've talked to me." She says making me cry even harder. She rubbed her thumbs over the band aids on my wrist from earlier.
"These are from today aren't they." I look down
"Lauren why." She ask wrapping me up with her arms rocking me back and fourth.
"B-Be-Because." I say
"Lauren because is not an answer you can say to me right now." She says to me in a angry tone.
"Because everyone hates me and bullies me for being quiet." I say as I start to cry harder.
"Lauren don't listen to them." "Your kind, caring, and introverted, you can't listen to others if they say rude stuff about you." Christina says as I lay in her chest."
"Chrissy I can't handle it anymore." I whisper.
"Lo it will be ok." Christina says.
"NO YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND, NONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND!" I say screaming at Christina.
"Lolo please calm down and breath." Chris says which causes me to break down harder.
"Everyone things I'm and introvert but, really I have social anxiety Chrissy and I'm honestly so terrified of what people will think if I try to talk to them or even interact with them." I say causing everyone to run into the room and hug me tight. All I remember is everyone hugging me and telling me there sorry,then I started to daze off.
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Sorry I haven't updated in awhile.
What do you think Lauren's gonna do now that her secrets out.
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Alone or Loved
Teen FictionLauren has Social Anxiety but nobody knows. Everyone thinks she just quiet. Can Lo deal with this secret or will she break? I don't know Read to find out. Warning: Story might include Self harm and Abuse.
