Sick while in headspace.

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Louis P.O.V

We were currently backstage before our show in London.

Me and Harry we both cuddled up on the room's only couch. Normally we either have a dressing room each, apart from me and Hazza, or one with multiple couches, but there was only one here.

He was scrolling through Instagram, when he came across a picture a fan posted lasted night. The thing is we created a fan account, so we could see what the fans were posting about us. We quite often came across pictures of us cuddled up asleep, or edits. The photo was of us sat on the bench on the drive. Once we got home from our recording session we went upstairs and took a long nap. When we woke, I craved a cigarette. Normally I wouldn't mind but we were both shirtless. Before we went in, there was the sound of a sneeze in a bush, and when Harry checked the security cameras, there were fans running behind the bushes.

Niall was obviously eating. He has a new girlfriend. Her name is Lucy, but I'm worried that he is only into her, for her job. The thing is she is manger of a Nando's about 10 minutes from his house.

Liam was lecturing me, about my behaviour last night. Last night I took Harry out for dinner, it wasn't a date but I wanted to take him somewhere nice. We were sat at our table enjoying our chocolate cake with a glass of wine. We ordered a large slice of cake and shared it. When a bunch of teenage girls, who were eating across from us, came over and asked for photos and signatures. I asked for privacy, being polite because I didn't want to ruin the atmosphere. Once we got home, we went to bed and watched a film. Harry only lasted 5 minutes before he'd passed out on my chest, so i took the opportunity to send a shitty message about how disrespectful it was. I wanted a nice evening with my husband.

-@louist91: When will I ever get a dinner with my husband without bring disturbed by teenage girls. Me and Harry were out this evening when a group of girls came over to ask for a signature and a photo. Shopping is okay but when we are out to dinner is not. When my sisters were 14,15, well two of them, they spent time shopping with friends or going after boys, there own age. Secondly, me and Harry were outside having a cigarette, when we heard a sneeze. Once the cameras had uploaded the footage to the computer, we checked it. The police have been notified. Also lately we have been woken up by girls screaming in the early hours of the morning. Some people like to spend their days off sleeping or just lying in bed without noise. We work between 11-18 hours a day and would like to sleep as long as we want, not be woken by screaming girls. You can ask either our families or the boys and they will tell you that we are not morning people.

Zayn was just sitting in the corner. We used to be best friends, not as close as i am with Harry but ya know. He broke off his relationship with Perrie, and he's not even talking to us. Like ever since me and Harry were in a proper relationship,, back in the autumn of 2010, he became distant. He's always smoking weed, and then comes to recording high. If Harry is by himself, Zayn will beat him up. Let's say Harry has been very clingy when he is the room.

"Louis, Louis...?" I was pulled from my thoughts when i heard Liam shouting my name. I look at him with questioning eyes, figuring he wanted to complain some more. "What?" I love Liam but he is a pain sometimes. "Harry's gonna drop his phone in your coffee if your not careful, i would do it while your daydreaming but you know he won't let anyone touch him apart from you" I look down to where Harry was laid and saw he had buried his head into my chest, legs tangled round my waist. I don't think i mentioned this but Harry has a phobia of people touching him. The doctor called it Haphephobia. Although he is fine with cuddling up to me but a hand shake with Niall or someone scares the life out of him. I pull the phone out his hands and place my coat over his small body. He has severe mental health issues too, so for him to now fall asleep in a unfamiliar place with multiple people is a big thing for him. I decide that i need to let him rest.

We all sat in silence until Niall walks over, sitting next to me on the floor. "Mate, is Haz alright, he's been kinda quiet and he's asleep?" I sign "Honestly Ni, i hope he is just exhausted, we have been working constantly for a week now, i know he hasn't been sleeping, because when i get out of bed, he instantly 'wakes'" I saw the last word with speech marks, as i know he isn't resting. He stays quiet for a minute before speaking up again. "I saw him cutting this morning, Lou it was awful. All up his arm" I sit there speechless, and find myself rolling up his sleeves.

Niall P.O.V

When Louis saw those cuts he looked horrible. Personally i think Harry needs professional help, but i know he needs Tommo. I woke up at 6 this morning when i heard crying. I thought it was Zayn but when i looked through the door it was Harry. Louis was still asleep so he must of climbed out of bed and done it. I hid in the cupboard, waiting for him to come out and when he did, i followed him back to where he curled back up on Louis. I felt bad for hiding it from him but  i knew that Harry would be sat on his lap like normal so when he fell asleep in the dressing room i saw my chance. His arms were scarred. When Louis lifted his sleeve, i walked to the bathroom and grabbed the plasters and handed them to the older boy. Ever time he placed a plaster on a cut he would kiss it. I smiled at the couple before leaving them alone.

Louis p.o.v

After letting my baby sleep for a about an hour, I attempt to wake him up, hoping he hasn't fallen into headspace. "Baby, it's time to wake up." He stirs, and slowly opens he eyes. I press a kiss to his forehead when I notice the tears streaming down his face. "Daddy...?" My hearts breaks for him and he sobs into my shirt. "What's the matter baby boy.?" He sobs even louder and I'm pretty sure the lads have now heard and seen what's going on. I scoop the small boy into my arms and carry him go to the makeup room which is empty. " I feel icky daddy, I wanna go home" I rock him about until he calms down. If I can get him back to sleep then I'll talk to Paul. "I know princess, daddy's gonna take you home, give you some magic syrup and then too bed, how does that sound darling" he gives a small nod, before resting is head in the crook of my neck, with his thumb in between his lips. Normally I would tell him not to but today I can see he doesn't feel well and just wants to sleep. After about 5 minutes or rocking him side to side, he begins to drool on my neck which means he's asleep.
When we reach the dressing room, I see Liam and Niall talking and Zayn on his phone but once they hear the door open they look up and stop what they are doing. I gently lay they younger boy down pulling mine, Liam's and Niall's coat over his shivering body and walk out the room again to find Paul. Who I see in the hallway.
"Paul, I gotta problem" he turns around to face me "it's Harry isn't it, sick and headspace?" I stand there shocked  a minute and nod my head. Paul tells me to take him home and he'll sort it out

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