As I stand in front of the minor admiring the image that stood in front of me I couldn't help but to point out the flaws that only I see, although I'm proud of the way I look and how my body looks, I often feel insecure about everything. I'll tell you that I don't care about how I look but I do, I'll tell you that your words don't hurt me, but they do, they cut deep within my soul, I'll tell you that I don't care what people think about me, but I do I worry that they think that I'm not good enough.
Everything I tell you is a lie that I can make myself believe that it's the truth, I want it to be the truth I really do, but my demons tell me otherwise every chance they get they tear me down and hold me there making me fight to get up, making me feel unworthy of life, making me feel like the whole world is judging me.
I've been batting all this by myself as I've never understood the point of love or any other feeling, until I met him my saving grace that pulled me from the dark deep depths of my mind and showed me that the world wasn't against me, it was for me.
I found a light in his hazel eyes that I wanted, I found a heart wanting, waiting to be loved in him and myself, I found comfort in his arms as he chased away every negative thought from my head and held me close making me feel loved and safe. He's my protection he keeps the demons at bay, and he makes me feel like I'm worthy of life, and is slowly making the lies I tell myself become true, but I still struggle with my image, some days I wish I could just break all the mirrors in my house, I don't know why I haven't yet to be completely honest.
he bring joy into my life, I never thought a relationship could make me feel this way, I never thought I would have one, but I hope this one lasts forever.
She never understood the necessity of love until she met him;
His hazel eyes, Her brown eyes
His deep caring voice, Her soft fragile voice
His warm arms which protects her from the world, Her warm arms which wraps around his holding on with all her strength never wanting to let go.
Her eyes only seeing her flaws, His eyes only seeing her perfection
Her eyes seeing her image,His eyes seeing her heart.
She made him speechless at the sight of her, he made her wonder how she got so lucky when she's with him.
She made his life worth every second when he's with her and every one in between.
She was the reason he woke up every morning, He was the reason she went to bed every night.
They were each other's saving grace.
Speechless By Danielle C. copyright reserved 2019.
