miss you • n.h

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• grammar mistakes intentional •

louis had now finished everything he needed to do in order to put his plans into action. it was terrifying. he was going to die today. he knew how, he knew why, he knew exactly when.

niall: what's this letter you sent?

niall: louis...

niall: please don't...

niall: don't put this guilt on me

niall: shit. are you even alive?

delivered at 7:28pm
read at 7:29pm

niall: thank fuck you've read that.

niall: please reply.

niall: im begging you

delivered at 7:31pm
read at 7:31pm

louis: you don't talk to me. you won't miss me. i promise you

louis had to shut off his phone. he didn't need niall to ruin his plans. niall knew how to get into louis' brain. niall was manipulative. louis knew that.

after he shut down his phone, louis felt a wave of guilt go over him.

i don't want you dead

louis didn't care. it's not like anyone actually cared about him. no one had ever actually cared about him. not even niall.

i don't want you dead

louis had to get into the car and drive himself to his destination.

i don't want you dead

so that's what he did. he began driving himself to the nearest cliff, which happened not to be far.

i don't want you dead

the voice was trying to break through.

i don't want you dead

louis didn't want that. louis wanted to have his plans happen.

i don't want you dead

louis is a perfectionist.

i don't want you dead

everything must go to plan.

i don't want you dead

nothing can go wrong.

i don't want you dead

niall was a burden to his perfection.

i don't want you dead

louis knew that.

i don't want you dead

i don't want you dead

i don't want you dead

i don't want you dead

the last thing he ever heard was a splash...