I have started wondering how many people would actually care if I died and let's just say I don't think there would be a lot. I like to believe that my family would care(mostly Johnny, I don't think I could leave him :( ) , I think Ellie would care, maybe Julia. Perhaps even a few faces from school might care despite actually knowing them. Or perhaps no one would care at all. In the end the world keeps spinning and life goes on so how important am I really, would anyone even notice my missing presence. And if they did there life still goes on and it's not like they can care forever.....