Truly Love You

Chapter 4: 5 shots of Soju

Namjoon POV
After School
I closed the door of the dorm and walked in. Y/N's room door was slightly opened. I knocked on her door and she immediately opened it. "You know about the party this Friday right??" I asked her as I bit my lower lip,trying to think of a way to ask her out. "Yea..I'm going with Jamie" she exclaimed in delight, almost about to squeal. It was probably her first time being invited to a party since the accident. "Dang it.." I mumbled under my breath softly. I looked back up at her. "Um what do I..well..wear?" She asked pursing her lips looking slightly embarrassed. "Well..anything you want actually.." "Wait!? Really!?" Y/N's eyebrows jumped up. I nodded my head with a soft smile. Y/N didn't do anything but smile. She ran her tongue on the brim of her teeth. I don't know where she picked up that habit but I love it.

Y/N POV
Friday 8.00 pm
I looked through my closet eyeing everything in it. But I didn't know which one to choose. Shorts or ripped jeans? Crop-tops or tang-tops? Or should I just wear a dress? After thinking for what seemed like forever, I finally found something to wear. I black halter crop top with a grey cardigan and high waisted denim shorts. I let my hair down instead of tying them up.

Namjoon POV
Y/N walked out of her room. My eyes locked into her at once. Her dark brown beach waves draped her shoulders perfectly. Y/N looked at me worried. "Is this okay?" She asked pointing at her outfit. I looked at her and let out a weak laughter. " it's better then just 'okay'" I said. Y/N took a step closer and looked up at me. "Your just being nice" she said with a tight smile. Just at that moment, somebody stared knocking the door. It must be Joshua. "I think that's Jamie..so I'll get the door" Y/N said already walking towards the door. Before I could stop her, the door was opened. And true enough, it was Joshua. Y/N looked at me and stepped away to let him in. Joshua bit his lower lip and signalled me to come out. Y/N looked at me confused. Then I realised that I hadn't told her about Joshua. "Oh um.. Y/N, this is Joshua another one of my close friends. He's really nice," I introduced Josh to Y/N. Joshua looked at with mixed emotions. I couldn't really read his expression but it looked like he was hurt. "And Josh, this is my dorm mate, Y/N" Joshua nodded his head with a weak smile.

Y/N POV
Jamie and I took a cab to Syanizy's house. Apparently her parents we're really rich and their house was huge. Like really big. No joke. Though I've never seen it before. When we stepped in a lot of people were staring at me. Probably because they'd never expect someone like me in a party like this. There were whole bunch of people outside the house. You could even hear the music from the house, blasting loudly, from outside. Some people were smoking by the side. Some were making out in the corner. I mean what would you expect, it's Syanizy's party. When we reached the front door someone from inside flung it open and walked out. Since the door was already open, Jamie and I went in. The placed was packed. So many people. Some of them were not even from our school. The house smelled of alcohol and body odour. People were jamming to the songs that the DJ was playing. Everybody was so close to each other that the phrase 'personal bubble' was unknown. I've never remembered going to some place like this. Jamie suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me forward. "You might get lost, Y/N.." Jamie said without looking back. I followed her without saying anything.

We ended up in the kitchen which was still crowded but not as crowded as the living room. Jamie grabbed three bottles of Soju and was about to leave when she caught attention of Syaniz. The second Syaniz saw us she threw her hand in the air and waved at us. She came over and whispered, "Mind if I join?" She asked nodding over to the bottles of Soju. "Of course!" Jamie exclaimed with excitement. Syaniz smiled and mouthed the word 'yay'.
"The basement is not crowded..let's go there.." Syaniz said. We followed her to her basement.