i close my eyes when i feel that the tears are about to break free from their prison
to decorate my face once again
crunching down as the heartbeats eccos in my head
clutching my chest to prevent my heart from escaping its place
the loneliness creeps through my body
trying to ruin me as our conversation repeats in my head
i've lost the spark in my eyes
even i can see it as i stay still before the mirror, eyes locked with the reflection on the other side
those eyes before me
they seem so empty and hurt, please smile
it hurts so much
the way we don't talk anymore, laugh, sing and walk
i had started to change into a better personality, building confidence
i was happy with life for once, but when I read those painful words everything dropped to nothing
i'm being pathetic, right? well i don't care because you were my world
and now that world had fallen apart, leaving me lost in the ruins
how did i think such a beautiful and amazing soul would stay by my side, even after all the promises
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Saudade
PoetrySaudade: the telling of something you used to have (and liked) but don't have anymore. A word that goes deep originating from Portuguese and evokes a sense of loneliness and incompleteness ; heart-broken poems or future lyrics
