Recovery

13

~Life can be accepted or changed. If it isn't accepted it must be changed, but if it can't be changed it must be accepted. ~

Things were nearly back to normal, accept for the fact that I still didn't know what Niall and I were. It had been two days, and neither one of us have even hinted at the subject.

Maybe we were dating and I just didn't know it? I pushed the thought away, and focused on what was right infront of me, the guys playing Fifa.

I didn't know who was winning, but cheered anyway. The score was 4-3 and I knew who won once Harry and Louis jumped up cheering. I laughed and saw Niall and Liam pouting. Zayn sprung up from the couch cheering that it was his turn again.

I was so glad that I was hanging out with them again, but had no idea how to express it. Niall sat down on the couch next to me and smiled at me. I smiled softly back, turning back to face the game.

"There'll be peace in the city tonight," I heard Niall begin to sing under his breath. So I nugged him playfully and began to sing softly with him. Before I knew it the fifa game was paused and we were all harmonizing, me unbeautifully.

I think that was the moment I realized that I didn't need a relationship to know that they loved me. As the song went on I also began to realize there would be peace in the city tonight.

There would be peace in my heart tonight. When it ended Niall leaned up and kissed me "be the peace in my city."

THIS TOTALLY FUCKING SUCKED I AM SO SORRY DON'T THROW THINGS AT ME BC IT'S SHORT EITHER