Best Friends???

Mixed Emotions

You burst out in tears.
"Awh hunny." Mars and Jahnae said with a frown. They both hugged you.
"What's wrong?" Jahnae asked.
"I have so many thoughts. What if it doesn't work." You said in between breaths. You start crying harder.
"It's my fault. I should of never mentioned it." Mars said as she sat on the counter of the bathroom.
"Don't say that." Jahnae said while looking at Mars then you. You look at Mars.
"Yeah it's not your fault." You said "it's mine."
You said gasping for air.
"Calm down." Mars said rubbing your arm. You wipe your tears and calm down.
"It's not your fault." Jahnae said.
"It's no ones fault." Mars said while getting off the counter.
"Your putting the blame on you when you can't control your thoughts." Mars said while putting her arm around you. You look at her and smile.
"Maybe your just not ready." Jahnae said shrugging her shoulders. You look at her and take a deep breath.
"Your right. I'm not ready. But I don't want to hurts Jesse's feelings." You said sighing sadly.
"If he really does love you. He'll wait till your ready." Mars said in a soothing voice. You smile and hug Jahnae and Mars.
"I love you guys so much." You said breaking the hug.
"Love ya too." Jahnae and Mars said at the same time. You all laugh.
"Ready to go back?" Jahnae asked.
"Yeah." Mars said jumping while giggling. They look at you. You take another deep breath, and nod your head. You all walk back and all the boys were in a 'boy huddle' sitting on the floor.
"Are we interrupting?" Mars asked while laughing. Everyone starts laughing. Jesse looks at you and he gets up and walks over to you. He hugs you tightly. You hug him tightly as well.
"I'm sorry princess." He said while starting to rock in the hug(by that I mean you both start rocking back and forth if you didn't get the wording of that sentence😂)
"It's ok dork." You said while giggling. You kiss his cheek and he kisses your cheek as well. You both stop hugging.
"Aww." Oliver said while putting his hands on his cheeks. Everyone starts laughing. Sebastian checks the time on his phone.
"Holy shit." Sebastian said while his eye widened
. Chase looks at him confused.
"What's wrong?" Chase asked. Sebastian showed everyone his phone.
"It's 2 in the morning." Sebastian said while laughing.
"No wonder we all look dead." Jack said while chuckling. Everyone started laughing again.
"So who's sleeping where?" Zephan asked.
"Welll." You said putting your hand on your chin.
"Y/n and Jesse are definitely sleeping together." Zephan said while laughing.
"That reminds me!" You shouted a bit. You look at Jesse and he looked back at you.
"I'm sorry Jesse. I'm not ready to be in a relationship with you." You said looking at the floor while playing with your fingers. You look at him and he looked sad.
"But it's not you it's me!" You some what shouted to sound clear. You were waving your hands as well. He grabbed your hands and looked into your eyes.
"It's fine. I'll wait as long as I need to. Even if we're 50 and your still not ready...I'll be waiting." Jesse said kissing your forehead. He smiled at you and you smiled back.
"Told ya." Mars said while snapping her fingers.
"I bet you guys will be dating by the time your 20." Jack said while laughing. Everyone started laughing and clapping their hands. Then you get all your extra blankets, pillows, etc. Everyone helps making beds on the floor with the blankets etc...
"So who's sleeping on Y/n's bed with her?" Jack asked. You look at him and opened your mouth to say something but then Jahnae bet you.
"Why are you asked who's sleeping with her when your sleeping with me." Jahnae said while crossing her arms.
"Meow." Oliver said in a sassy tone. Everyone started laughing.
"Well I was thin-" you said but then Chase cut you off.
"So Mars is sleeping with Y/n?" Chase asked.
"Or is Jesse." Sebastian said winking twice at you. You start blushing.
"Um." You said while laughing.
"Ohhh So you are sleeping with Jesse." Zephan said while smirking. You looked at Jesse and he looked at you and he was a bit red. You look at Zephan.
"Well um I-" You said but Mars cut you off.
"I'm so offended." Mars said sarcastically, while putting her hand on her chest and leaning backwards. Everyone starts laughing.
"Well I uh was thinking to make it fair no one would sleep on my bed. You guys can put your stuff on my bed, since are bed thing is covering the whole floor." You said while laughing when you said 'bed thing' Everyone nodded.
"I'm cool with that." Oliver said.
"Yeah." Everyone else said except you and Oliver. You all change. You, Mars, and Jahnae change in your walk in closet. All the boys changed in your room. When you and the girls were done getting dressed you closed your eyes an cracked open the door to your closet.
"You guys done?" You asked.
"Yeah." Chase said.
"Everyone?" Mars asked.
"Yes." Jack said while laughing. You open your eyes and you all walk out. You were wearing a gray sports bra, with a white strip and the bottom that had Supreme in red letters. You also have on black spandex. Mars had on a strapless bra, a black belly shirt, and black sweat pants. Jahnae had the same thing as you, but it was a Calvin Klein sports bra not Supreme. All the boys were in sweatpants showing the strip of there boxers that had Gucci on that strip. Jesse stared at you.
"Stop drooling." You said in a flirty voice. You said it that way as a joke. Everyone started laughing. After words you all figure out where your sleeping. You end up sleeping between Mars and Jesse.
"Good night." Everyone said at the same. You all laugh. You mess around on your phone but with your brightness all the way down so you don't disturb anyone. Plus you were watching edits on Jesse...mainly dirty ones of him grinding, etc. But little did you know Jesse was  looking and what you were watching. You were watching a really dirty edit but you didn't like it yet. So Jesse reaches over and liked it for you. You jumped and covered your mouth so you didn't scream.
"How much did you see?" You whispered to Jesse. He looked at you and you looked at him.
"Everything." He said while smirking. You roll your eyes.
"I can explain." You whispered. Jesse chuckled.
"Yeah your obsessed with me but you don't want to date me." Jesse whispered while licking his lips. You turn of you phone and put it in your pillow case. You thought it was weird, but it was better than waking up everyone. You turned on your side to face Jesse. He was laying on his back looking at you. You wanted to cuddle with him and you normally just do it. But this time you asked him, but you have no idea why you did.
"Can we cuddle?" You asked in a soft low voice. Jesse laughed a bit.
"Of course we can." He said and he scooted closer to you. You cuddled up to him and you put your head on his chest. He put his arm around the back of your neck and he was holding your arm.
"Never ask to cuddle me princess." Jesse said in a cute but low voice. He kissed your head and moved around till he was comfortable.
"Good night dork." You whispered to Jesse while smiling. You kissed his cheek and you both looked at each other.
"Good night princess." Jesse whispered while smiling. He kissed your cheek and you moved closer to him. You cuddled him tighter and so did he. You felt safe. Then you feel into a deep sleep.
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Awww. What happens next? Find out in the next chapter. Hope u enjoyed😁