Say You Love Me

Ch. 7 Lonely

Nashi

It was silent. Not a human body in sight as I stood their trembling in rage. It was not safe for me to be alone right now. I needed the only person I could trust. I needed to see my twin brother, Nash.

I walked outside, the world was blanketed in complete darkness. I wandered helplessly in search for my brother's yellow locks. There was a sharp pain in my chest that just wouldn't go away.

As I continued walking I finally saw my brother's golden locks. Hope welled up in my chest, but then froze. He was not alone.

It was like a sharp knife just plunged itself into my back. my body ached, hurting from the betrayal of my dear brother. I watched as a pair of blue eyes spotted me, her eyes filled with hatred as she turned her head and walked away.

I couldn't help but watch as Nash desperately screamed at her to wait, Of course she ignored him. How could he go to her? How could he go to her before his own sister.? We were family. We were supposed to put each other first. Family comes before romance.

I couldn't take this. My whole body ached. My whole body trembled, weak and afraid. I was alone. The realization completely tore my heart a part. I had no one.

"Nashi..."

"How could you do that? You go to her and not me. Your sister!"

"Nashi. She was hurting. I couldn't leave her alone like that."

Leave her? Well how come he could just leave me alone? I could feel the tears well up on the side of my face. My whole body shaking.

"Well you left me alone." I snapped.

"I'm sorry I just saw her hurting. She seemed so helpless..."

What is she? A maiden in distress? Yeah right. I'm his sister. I should come first. Not her.I was furious.

"Yeah right. You just went to her because you like her. I don't understand how you could like that bi-"

"Don't call her that." He yelled at me furiously grabbing my wrists.

It was like a slap in the face. How could he do that to me? How could he choose her over me? Why does the world hate me so much? I was so angry I couldn't even look my brother in the eye anymore. Who can I turn to now?

. "You're hurting me..." I said refusing to meet his eyes.

He let go of me. "Nashi I-"

"No. It's alright. Go ahead. Everyone hates me right now anyways. Go ahead, be with her for all I care. But don't go crying to me when she doesn't accept your feelings." I said with venom in my voice.

I walked away. A part of me was hoping that he would follow me. He didn't. I was all alone that night.

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Silence filled the house. My eyes opened tiredly as the warm sunlight hit my face. I didn't want to go back to the guild, but I knew I had to. I needed the money. I slowly got up and threw on a random outfit, not really caring what it was.

As I walked to the guild hall. I saw him, with dark raven hair walking in front of me. I froze, as Storm turned around. I could see his piercing blue eyes gaze at right past me. My heart stung. The look he gave me was as if he saw right through me. Like I wasn't even there. He turned back around and walked into the guild hall.