i woke up the morning after with quite of a headache. my head felt like a huge brick and i had sweat all over my forehead.
i got up and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water.
i saw her. why? why did i see her in my dreams? why can't i just hate her?
"morning..."
her voice stroke my ears. i walked tiredly across the kitchen till i reached the table and than sat down.
"this is the moment when you are supposed to say good morning."
no word left my mouth.
"okay ... anyway ... i made you some breakfast. i wasn't sure if you liked strawberry-milk over banana-milk so i decided to just go with milk. also you have some pancakes. if you want i can prepare you so-"
"can you just shut it for a second?"
"s-sorry ... i was just try-"
"yeah well stop trying. i don't want you to cook me breakfast , iron my clothes , do my laundry. i don't want you to care about me."
"yeah well it's not my fault your heart is smaller than your upper lip."
"at least i don't treat people like trash and than come back at them like nothing happened."
"at least i apologize unlike you."
"i don't have anything to apologize for especially when it comes to you."
"yeah well i did my part. it's up to you if you want to act up all childish or handle things like a grown up"
"girls like you are so annoying."
i got up grabbing a glass of water and then headed back to my room.
"and just for the record missy ... i prefer banana milk over strawberry milk."
i closed the door and then sat down as i tried to focus on my unfinished projects.
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"are you dumb or what?"
"why would you say something like that to suni?"
aish these two .
"suni already knew that i'd live with a roommate. plus she had been cheating on me lately?"
"suni would never cheat on you gguk. she's quite ... let's say obsessed after your money."
"exactly... she only wants my money."
"and you only wanted the sex."
i nodded as i poured some more soju in my glass.
"to heartbreakers ..."
"to heartbreakers"
we all clinked our glasses and then as soon as we finished our shots we placed the glasses on the table making a huge sound .
my throat was burning a little and my eyes felt like they were about to close any moment.
"i love her so much."
i said as i kept staring at my empty glass.
"but ... i should hate her."
"just tell her that you like her. fuck her . have kids . marry . create a life. that's it."
taehyung said as he poured all of us soju again. we were getting drunk slowly but we seemed like we didn't care at all.
"yeah man. don't leave her waiting."
jimin added as he would stare at his glass , before taking a sip from it
"well then ... to love"
"to lo-"
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"yah... y/n"
i walked inside the apartment angry and furious but mostly drunk.
"did you drink alcohol? god you stink."
"no ... you stink ... you stink a lot..."
"god you need to have a shower to get it all together."
"will the shower wash away my sins?"
"what the hell are you talking about?"
what the hell am i talking about? for fucks sake somebody save me
"i am a sinner ... because i can't hate girls li-"
y/npov
he is a sinner. well. everyone is a sinner. but him.
come on.
anyway
what does he mean i can't hate girls?
god he's such a mess
i placed him at the couch as i let him sleep there. i took of his shoes and jacket and then placed a pillow under his head.
i went to go and grab a blanket when suddenly his hand gripped my wrist.
"can you tell me a bedtime story?"
"go to sleep gguk... you are drunk..."
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