You try to be your old self but then you get pulled in and you can't leave them behind because your afraid they will turn everyone against you and your so worried about popularity you forget your sense of control then your best friend makes you want to hang yourself and then you see all the lies and stuff you've said leads you to one answer trust no one hate everyone.
You believe every rumor. You follow the light into a hell hole of lies. You start to except the lies believe them embrace them. You are the lies they made you who you are. You're already that girl that smiles and laughs but be hide the perfectness is a monster one built up by lies every lie told you get weaker. Then one day you stop. You lose control. You stop eating. Stop living. You shut down. And all you can do is let it happen
