You hurt me. I couldn't see it but you hurt me. I wish you didn't but you did. I fall into your trap. But I stopped. I no longer see you as a friend. No I see you as a lier. I see you as what you are. You really think I can fall into your trap again. Damn you. Because I do. I fall into it like usual. I claim I love you but I truly don't know what love is. Everyone is so desperate for love. They cling. And they don't stop it's sad. 8 year olds claim they love when all they really know is how to lie. Love isn't something that just pops up. It takes time. You always know when you love but everyone is to stupid to see it. You all kill me. You make me sick thinking you love someone you barely know. All you can do is hope. Hope they kids will turn out fine. But they don't. They turn out as drinkers. Managers at McDonald's. All they do is waste there life away. And all you can do is hope. But you don't hope. You watch. You work your ass off to pay for them and all they do is ignore you. But what you don't know is someday. You won't have to hope anymore you'll see. When you do you'll thank me
