my beloved freddy

DECISION

"Do you really think freddy hates you?"Tc questioned
"Tc if he still loves me then whi did he kissed Chica?it hurts me very much"i answered

"that asshole freddy and that darn bitch chica oooh i'm gonna kill them because of this"
"hey calm down"i spoke
"Tb i can't calm down you know i'm very protective on you"
"why?"i ask
"You're the only closest best friend i have I don't want to see you sad"she said

i just answer her with a sigh and she told me that"if something bad happens on you two i'm always here to comfort you"then she hugged me and I hugged back.
"so...what are you gonna do now?"Tc asked 

"Idk yet.."
"Tb you'll probably hate this but i think you and freddy  should break up"she said
"WHAT?!NO I WON'T BREAK UP WITH HIM"i shouted
"but Tb "
"*sighs*i don't wanna break up with him if i do that i will loose him forever"
"TB!!"*she grabbed my shoulders and makes me face her

"REMEMBER HE KISSED CHICA HE TREATED YOU LIKE NOTHING THIS MORNING DO YOU THINK HE STILL LOVES YOU?!"after hearing this words i feel my heart aching and my tears start falling
Tc sighed and told me "look you only have two options "
"w-what is it?"
"break up with him and find another man that will truly loves you or stay with him but he will be with another woman"

i froze for a moment....she's right tho i do only have two options but I just can't pick whether breaking up with him or staying with him i just can't decide i love freddy so much but just i can't let myself hurt because of him what should i do?...
I walked away and Tc asked me"where are you going?"she said
"it's 6:12 a.m if Freddy doesn't see us in the stage performing he will be mad"i said

"oh..have you already decided?"
"no.......i'm still thinking"i wiped my tears and perform with the others infront of the children 
in the outside i'm performing with the others happily nothing to problem but inside me im still thinking what should be my decision