Leave me alone (shawn Mendes)

Chapter 13:

Vanessa's POV:

Why does everything bad has to happen to me? I'm so scared that one day cam will just eventually rape me and just make me his slave and if I don't do what he wants he will abuse me and I bet Shawn wouldn't know! I bet cam made up that lie! Ugh I needed to go away, I was home and got my razor and went to the bathroom locked it and started saying "one for being a slut" "two for being a attention whore" "three for being a whore" and so on

"Vanessa?" Someone was calling my name I stopped cutting

"Vanessa?, you here?" It was Shawn. Great perfect

"Vanessa??!?" He yelled and I heard his foot steps getting louder and louder

"Vanessa?" He's soft voice I just wanted to burst out hug him

"Baby? Please I know your in there" he said once again I didn't answer and slowly started to cut deeply

"Baby! Open up!" He yelled louder and started banging on the door

"VANESSA! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!" He started to scream and cuss at me what's going on? I whipped my wrist and razor and whipped my tear and opened the door

"There you fucking are slut" he grabbed my arm and shoved me to the bed

"S-s-Shawn, what are y-you doing!" I was terrified because he usually never ever called me a slut he roughly took everything off and started thrusting in me raping me tears fall down I wanted to scream till he made out with me he tasted like drugs and some alcohol

"Shawn!?" I pulled away and tried to to struggle free but he held my wrist beside my head

"Someone! Help me!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs he kept raping me faster and faster he didn't stop

*couple hours later*

He was gone I was laying there crying my eyes out he just raped me...omg I sobbed and sobbed quietly into my pillow, I don't even know who I am anymore

I don't know what I did, I don't even know why Shawn would ever rape me like that I honestly want to die right now...

Shawn's POV:

I was with cam I somehow was super drunk and decided to go to Vanessa's house I didn't know what i was doing, than I blacked out a couple of hours later I was in my bed with my ex girlfriend Cassie and cam was here

"What the hell happened! And what is bitch here!?" I asked so pissed I didn't want her here she treated me like I was just some guy

"Don't worry babe" Cassie said stroking my cheek I slapped it away and told her to leave cam and her had a little whisper conversation I don't know what just happened but I didn't like what's going on right now was Cameron doing something behind my back? Or was someone else doing this behind my back? I don't even know anymore but I feel guilty and so confused of what happened 4 hours ago..

A/N: sorry if this is short I was in a rush I hope u enjoy! Thx for reading bye guys love ya