""Mohabbat karna Humare Bas Main Nahi Hain, Uss Mohabbat Se Dur Chale Jana, Woh Humare Bus Main Hain.kuch to hai hamare beech ,humdono ne itna kuch jhela phir bhi saath hai isse Mohabbat kaho ya taqdeer"He finally spoke out and then continued..
He also loved me as much as I do I was dumbstruck hearing this from him but then felt Love is contagious when I felt for him he must have also felt the same things for me,we had such moments I said smiling to myself..
I was a kid Keerti when my dad left my mom and married some one else coz he was in love with someone else...Jabse hosh sambala hai maine I have always seen her struggling in a love less marriage I dint wat tht to happen to you..After dad and mom got seperated I chose go with mom leaving everything, Initially we struggled dad did offer her many things but she never took she was capable to tackle everything work and set a good future for me too and she made me What Im today,She was diagnosed heart problem few years back and then she also left me silently stating her last wish that she wants me to be with dad..Be a Ideal son to him..Which I m trying to be in all aspects but still fail.I never got so much to anyone after Mom thats wat I know I hope you got your answers tumhara mere life me kya importance hai isse zyada main apne emotions Justify nhi karpaunga..He said leaving my wrist or rather freeing me..
"Until now it was the game of whos gonna confess first we both wanted to hear but dint wanna express but the fear of rejection vanished listening his words just touched me in one go..Now I dint need any assurance too.."
"I cant stay here"I stated..
He bowed down his head nd said "If this is wat u want ,no hard feelings im happy though it dint exist long but atleast I met a person like you.."
"I hate Pink girly walls I don't like this room..I cant stay here..Only if u change my room I can think about staying here..."
"Wat?I mean your trying to say u don't like to be here only abt this room"He smiled like a kid..
"Haan whats wrong wid u saaf saaf bola tho maine,I want the best room of this mansion"I was laughing behind his back..
"Take Mine! Its big it has big wardrobe,a pleasant view and better in every aspect"He said innocently..
Keerti-Fine,I ll take it but where will you go..
Naksh-Ill find a corner for me dont worry !
He smiled crazily and was about happy to the peaks..Keerti-Fine! Then its sorted..Now wat r u looking at Naksh aur bhi kuch justification baaki hai,Im starving badly breakfast bhi nahi kiya..
Naksh-Main abhi banake laata hoon,Ur favourite grilled sandwich..
He was rushing but I held his hand this time"Just look at you so messy freshen up Its my home too I ll cook something whatever I know it might not be as delicious as urs but will you.."
"I would love to have it all my life no matter how it tastes..."He said without me even completing the sentence...
He changed and quickly rushed to the dinning table where I was waiting for him..He looked like a cute kid,Messy hair a unknowingly innocent smile on the face when he looked at me and looked down fearing I would notice it,I was enjoying troubling him like this..
He had the salad I served like the its the best dish in the whole world its was all obviously over for me but when I think of his perspective,wat he was feeling after years feeling the love for someone and them choosing u over everything thats exactly wat Naksh wanted not the being the heir of Singhania empire not the luxury he was just wanting the love he was deprived off in his life..
I thought I knew what love but this happiness in his face after all our bad days gave me humungous happiness..May be this is why people say true love is like an addiction,This silence was far beautiful than the musical fairy tale image I had in my head about love.I pretended Anger to maintain the situation like this for a while.."Dinner hogaya naa, I'm really tired shouting and running in stress whole day..Is the room ready.."
Naksh-Yaa I made the help clean my room after ages just for you.
One last thing I wanted to knw after that I promise I won't ask u anything..Keerti- what?
Naksh-Do u really felt the need to be with me or was it for the sake that we are married and u cannot leave me becoz of the world and those vows..If thats the case then dont Keerti I feel a need a urge a force beyond any word in this universe can describe for u it makes me feel heavenly being with u,I found solace in you..Thats why I couldn't hold myself back and kissed you,I dont regret plz dont make me regret further by just staying wid me for name sake..Not Everyone in this world has the fate to cherish love,Some are born just to experience it..Its okk no hard feelings.Atleast u can get ur love..
"This is what you think about me.." she said in a verge of crying..
"Plz don't cry I dint want to hurt you,agar tum yahi chahti ho tho Im the happiest man in this world becoz u chose me.."He took her into a tight hug and carassed her..
She couldn't get the hold of her emotions anymore and weeped hugging him tightly"U are my husband Naksh..I donno when I started living as your wife the more I started knowing you the more I fell for you.. And u have a heart of gold ek baar bhi nahi socha society kya kahegi u just sacrificed ur love for mine,First mu sister dint understand u and left you now I can't do the same not becoz I regret her actions or u deserve happiness just becoz my happiness is also wid u,I dint realise kab kaise I fell for you everytime if I leave u then that will be regretfull all my life.."
"Keerti!Ik you would come back"he called out her name with a bundle of joy,emotions and tears carrasing her cheeks.
Keerti-Naksh!I apologized to Aditya for breaking his heart and wished him to find someone better he deserves like I got u..
Naksh- Out of all the people I loved and left me your the only one who let go ur true love for my sake...
Keerti-True love!!If I feel something like that exists then its becoz of you,Love is not only about liking its about not being able to hate someone despite watever they do whatever the situation is..
I could have realised this earlier things hadn't been so difficult for us..Naksh-No I made it difficult,I wasn't seeing you considering wat u did for me dint consider that you have faced as much as I have,Its not easy to marry a stranger all of sudden..
But Always I donno why I saw my mom in you never my heart felt u were a stranger when I got to know your side.She hugged him tight saying that..
Naksh took her in his arms tightly..
After a while they broke their hug and Naksh dint stop himself..He bent down, his lips against her cheek, brushing it lightly—and still that light touch sent shivers through her nerves, shivers that made her whole body tremble. "If you want me to stop, tell me now," he whispered. When she still said nothing." He traced the line of her cheekbone. His lips were against hers.
Keerti's POV:
“We kiss again, and this time, it feels familiar. I know exactly how we fit together, his arm around my waist, my hands on his chest, the pressure of his lips on mine. We have each other memorized.”
The door bell was Ringing Keerti heard it and was trying to back off but couldn't as Naksh was in no mood of leaving her..
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