serendipity

four

Flashbach:
Ahhhh! To many questions,I'll just tell her and I don't care what will happen next. I started talking and talking until I couldn't breathe anymore.
Hyeejin:" shiiiit."
Haneul:"Yeah!SHIT!"
Hyeejing:" and I was wondering why Taehyung doesn't stop talking about her,hmm now I get it."
Haneul:"and guess what she told me just before you came?"
Hyeejin:"What?"
Haneul:" she told me to manage to go home alone so she would be able to spend more time with Taehyung."
Hyeejing:"this bit** !I'll punch her in the face until blood comes out!"
Haneul:"yeah!I was about to do that too, but let's keep our hands clean."
While I was talking with Hyeejing, Hanaeun passed across us and smiled at Hyeejing knowing that she was Taehyungs sister.
Hyeejin:"WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT???"she said shouting, Hanaeun flinched and her face made me chuckle slightly.
I covered hyeejins mouth with my hand then whispershouted to her:"Hyeejin!!"
Hyeejin:"What? Why is she smiling at me like that I don't even know her!!"
Haneul:"listen Hyeejin it's between me and her so please just don't-"
Hyeejing immediately interrupted me then added:"hey!shut up! You are my best friend,and if anyone wants or just tries to hurt you he has to face me first!"
I remained silent for a while,her words were truly heartwarming.
She's so strong,the way she speaks and defends herself is just so inspiring.
Hyeejin:"yooooo! Haneul,what are you thinking of ?"
Haneul:" Nothing nothing,let's just go home." I proudly smiled to her.
We started walking until we arrived to the school door ,when Hyeejin suddenly stopped walking, I asked her confused.
Haneul:"Hyeejin what are you looking for?"
Hyeejin:" oh nothing, I'm just looking for Taehyung. "
Haneul:"...he's not coming.."
Hyeejing:"What? Why?"
Haneul:"he's going with her."
Hyeejin:"WITH HER???"
Haneul:"yeah,he's always with her ,I mean ,since she came here ,he's like always looking at her ,staying with her and stuff."
Hyeejin:"ohhhhh!!!is someone feeling jealous here!!!"
She said teasing me.
Haneul:"What????I'm not-"
She interrupted me and added while wrapping her arm around my shoulders :"yeah yeah,that's right I totally believe you. "
I just rolled my eyes and replied to kind of convince her:"I'm...not jealous.. I'm just angry he spends most of his time with her than with us. That's it.."
"It's the same thing!!" She chuckled.
Haneul:" No it's not " I said blushing trying to look away to hide my red face.
Hyeejin:"okay ,okay,let's just change the topic."
Haneul:"THANKS!!!"
Hyeejin:"let's talk about Taehyung." She smiled.
My eyes widened:" I thought you said " let's change the topic"!!!"
Hyeejin:" Well sorry hunn, but it's not the same thing,now we're only talking about my brother."
Haneul:"Nearly the same." I replied so done with the ideas she comes up with every single minute.
Hyeejin:" What do you think of him?"
I just kept silent and tried to make her forget what she just asked.
Haneul:" hey!! Have you ever tried mom's cookies???they taste amazing!!!"
What the hell are you saying Haneul,of course she have never tasted them!!!she have never been to your house,like never!!!
Hyeejin rolled her eyes , and being the worst actress I always am , she knew I was trying to change to topic.
Hyeejin:" I asked a question here, let's talk about cookies later!"
Haneul:" well..."
Hyeejin:"Well?"
I panicked, should I really tell her what I thing of Taehyung?
Haneul:" He ..he is..."
Hyeejin seemed a bit angry since she was waiting for a response and all I was doing was panicking and looking away.
Haneul:" Can we talk about this later?"
I asked begging her to say "okay", but of course no, nothing goes the way I want it to go.
Hyeejin:" Oh hell to the no!!!girl you're answering me and now!!"
I flinched since she screamed a bit.
Haneul:" He is ...he is so handsome, his perfect smile gives me hope,and kills me too, whenever I'm with him I feel warm and safe,when he's too close my heart starts beating fast, there's something about him that makes me feel so different, you know I never had friends before, plus I have never talked to boys that much,but Taehyung...Taehyung is so special, meeting him was a serendipity, and I thing I ..I-"
Hyeejing:" Love him!!" She said smiling.
Haneul:"Yes!!"
I shook my head and looked at her ,she was smiling like crazy.
Haneul:" Was I thinking loudly??"
Hyeejing:" I KNEW IT!!!"She hugged me tightly." I knew it, you guys are so connected and look so cute together, the perfect couple, I'm soooo happy,I'll...I'll talk to him !!he has to know, he has to pay you more attention, the attention you really deserve!!"
Haneul:" NO DON'T !!!"
Hyeejin:" whyyyy? "
I said holding her hands to calm her a bit ,she was just so excited:" please keep my secret safe, you are the only one who knows, and I've  told you because I trust you, please , leave him find out by himself, and if he loves me in exchange, it wouldn't be that difficult for him to notice."
I looked at her hoping she understands.
Hyeejing:"okay, I promise."
I smiled slightly, because " I promise" relieved me.
Suddenly the silence reigned, the wind started blowing, I then remembered that the guy I love the most and dream of every single second, minute, and day, is with another girl somewhere having fun like a real perfect couple.
" He doesn't love me..."I said out of the blue.
A tear went down my eye .
Hyeejin:" sorry, you said something???"
I held her hands and added:" maybe he doesn't love me...maybe I'm the only one who feels that way..."
Hyeejin raised her eyebrows:" Why are you suddenly saying this????"
Haneul :" Hyeejin...it's obvious, if he loves me as you expect, he would at least care about my feelings, he just left me in the cold alone, simply, a boy who loves a girl would never in the world act that way."
Hyeejin:" Maybe he just was..."
She kept silent for a while.
Haneul:" see! I was right! You can't find a reason, same as me, I spent the whole night thinking of one, but didn't find any..."
A tear went down my eye again as I completely lost hope for a second.
Hyeejin put her arm around my shoulders :" look, everything is going to be okay, he is just intrested in a girl for a few days , then he'll come back."
Haneul:"you...think so??" My voice cracked a bit, but Hyeejin managed to calm me down.
Hyeejing:" Yes!!!he's my brother,and I know him more than myself."
I smiled just to please her, then we kept walking until we made it to my house.
Hyeejin:" here we go, see you tomorrow!!"
She have me a quick hug then turned to go her way.
Haneul:" Are you going alone???"
Hyeejin casualy replied:" Yep! Why?"
Haneul:" if Taehyung was here he would've -"
She interrupted me:"stop talking about this! Now go see your mother and say hi for me, take a good shower and sleep well,okay. Don't worry about me I'll send you a message when I'll get home. And if someone tries to bother me you already know what is going to happen to him."
She winked then went her way. A slight smile was formed in my face while I turned to knock on the door ,but mom opened it before I did.
Haneul:"how did you even...?"
I said confused.
Mom:" I heard your voice."
She grabbed my wrist and pulled me into the house.
Mom:" so?"
Haneul:" Mom!take it easy! " so" What? "
Mom:" you kissed him right? How did it feel? His lips are soft right? Oh my god! I knew it! I knew it!!!you're just the perfect couple !I'm just so exited to see your kids once you'll grow a bit older!!"
What the hell mom!!!!
Haneul:" What??? Of course no, we didn't kiss!!why are you suddenly bringing this up??"
Mom:" But you were talking to someone ,right?"
I rolled my eyes.
Haneul:" I was talking to someone doesn't mean I was talking to him."
Mom:" with whom were you talking then?"
Haneul:" Hyeejin."
I replied while taking my jacket off.
Mom:"Hyeejin? Who is it?"
Haneul:" his sister."
Mom:"At least he was with you, he's always with you."
Haneul:" not anymore..." I replied looking so down.
Mom:" Why? What happend???"
Haneul:" listen mom,I need to get some rest, the day was so long and I'm so tired, we'll talk about this later."
Mom:"okay, as you like."
Haneul:" good night."
I gave her a kiss on the forehead then went to my room.
I opened the door, the room was so clean " thanks mom". After taking a shower and putting comfy warm clothes on, I felt a bit cold so I decided to shut down the window, while I was closing it I saw two silhouettes down the street a boy and girl, I think I've seen him before but where? I forced myself to remember. I wasn't sure maybe...maybe the boy is...Taehyung? I knew it when he laughed, I can recognise his laugh so easily.
Haneul:"What is he doing here?"
I couldn't see well because it was raining.
Haneul:" who's that girl??is she Han..Hanaeun !!"
What the hell! Can't this girl leave me alone for a moment. Curious , I was still looking through the window until...

She put her lips on his and kissed him with all the passion she had.
I could heard it, the sound of my broken heart struggling to beat. Tears started falling down my eyes . She jumped on him and they just....he didn't even try to push her away...Please tell me I'm dreaming , tell me I'm going to wake up and hear him shouting my name again, tell me my nightmare is not coming true, tell me that boy is not Taehyung , tell me I've just mistaken him with someone else...please...
I closed the window slowly as my last tiny hope faded away.
Haneul:"how can he...."
My chest hurts, I can't breathe, and my heart is on fire. I wanted to scream but couldn't. I sat down ,and put my back against the wall, I felt so cold I just wanted to hug him so tightly. A shiver went down my spine, the tears flowing down my cheeks , gave me that sensation, the sensation of loneliness. I'll never forget this pain, the unbearable sorrow broke my heart even more. I was trying to control my emotions, trying to accept that he'll never be mine, that he didn't love me the way I did...but I couldn't , as long as I'm alive,breathing ((almost)) I'll never forget that horrible scene.
Haneul:" Why....why me?"
I was crying my heart out , I tried to sleep, but every time I closed my eyes, I could only see them kissing again. My bones hurt ,every single part of my body did. I still couldn't believe it. Why? I didn't do anything to deserve this.
End of the flashback .
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Okay guys that's it for this chapter, thanks for reading and comment if you have any ideas or sth because I'll be so happy to read your reactions. Love you. And please just bear with my stupid english😅😅💜💜💜💜