Me , myself , I

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8th January 2019

Yesterday was well awful , the start of the year has been awful from the get go.
I have a minimal resolutions list
)• Be kinder - forget things and move on
)• treat yourself with respect
)•work hard
)• help one person

Minimal but somethings I want to do.
Problem is I can't forget. I can't forget what people may want me to . I can't lie about something to cover it up like you would a pimple with concealer.

I can be kind , yet I'm still blamed for other people's problems , I try to help and I worry when people hurt yet they snap and push me away .

I feel like at the moment I'm baggage to people a burden

I feel like my love is mistaken for lust and my heart mistaken for a toy

This is how I'm currently feeling and a start to a diary I hope will help my self and a few other people out there .

Take care
~maxon