Highschool au (tomtord)

Birthday boy part 1

Art by me made awhile ago tho

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warning: mentions of suicide,suicide attempts, and harassment will be mentioned you have been warned

 -Third person pov-

Tord walked around the woods calling out for Tom, he pretty much looked like a zombie with a gun he was drunk and sick and walked funny and had  a gun with horrible intentions so a little worse then a zombie. 

As tord walked into the woods he noticed a small figure hugging his knees well on a log and walked closer to it and started aiming his gun, "hey tommmmmmmmyyyyy~"The small figure looked over revealing Tom he was crying and a lot at that, tord droped the gun and hugged Tom well feeling sick to his stomach mainly from what he was going to do to Tom and the Smirnoff. 

Tom eventually hugged back and allowed tord to Carry him back well burring his head in tords chest, after about a hour they made it back home and tord set Tom down on the couch. "Thank you tord..."

"Tom... don't thank me... I hurt you I was the one who made you run awa in the first place it was the least I could do tbh.."

"Okay..."

Tord left the room leaving Tom to his thoughts he stumbled down to the kitchen and got himself a glass of water. He looked around and saw a light in the hall way and edd was peeking out of his room looking at him, "oh uh hey edd!" "Hi tord..." edd mumbled and went into his room he looked disappeared. 

-time skip((basically just the morning)) also toms pov-

When I woke up all I could think about was that dumb kiss I mean I was upset but I loved it I like tord he was the one that hurt me for no reason and left for a dumb army, but lately he's acted... weird he seems to be hiding something and I've seen weird robot drawings in his room, I'm sick of him doing this I wish he would have just stayed with me right now I would be waking up in his arms after a long night of binge watching horror movies together. God I missed him so so much and his nickname for me and the kiss it just... it hurts I want to scream out his name but why would I? He would just walk away and probably make out with some one random and laugh at me... go i wish I could go back to highschool... I wish I would have just shot myself...

I get up and go to the kitchen and avoid edd and matt and got myself a pop tart I'm about a inch from my room before I felt some one grab my shoulder, so I turned to now be facing tord. "Uh what's up?"  

"Tom we need to talk..."

Oh god the despised words  the words everyone hates we need to talk. I really didn't want to have to talk with him but I guess I have to now. "What is there to talk about tord?" 

"Everything Tom! The kiss our relationship!"  "The kiss was a mistake and our relationship? Well all we are is friends you made that clear." I push tord off of me and go to my room and slam the door and start eating my pop tart. 

God why does he always do this? I hate him but I love him...

-time skip again-

I heard aloud beeping and groaned quietly, I looked up to see my alarm clock yelling at me. Why is this on? I never set a alarm and I don't need one... Some one burst through my door and dragged me out of my room all I really saw was blurred green. "E-edd??" 

"Hey Tom it's your birthday!"

"I-it is?"

I wipe my eyes and look at the calendar which it was in fact my birthday there was a wrapped present on the counter and everyone was in the kitchen edd,me,matt and commie. Edd hugged me tightly and handed me a plate with pancakes and some bacon. "thank you edd but next time do you think I could sleep more?" "Yeah sure sorry Tom"  edd walked off I watched him grab some bacon from a bowl  tird had a plate full of bacon and Matt was eating a pancake. 

I walked over and sat next to tord sense it was one of the only seats open- "hi commie"

Tord looked shocked I was talking to him and he swallowed the bacon he had. "uh hey tom.."

I started eating and watched edd mess around with ringo... maybe life isn't to ba- no it is.. Im just a coward I'm scared to die... I hate this i fucking hate this... And now tord and matt are looking at me weird and I feel dizzy and my eyes sting and I'm crying and I can't stop- 

-uh tom blacked out soooo tords pov-

Tom started to sob and hold his head he look like he was fighting something inside of himself until he just passed out I grabbed him and shook him a bit no response... I could tell he was breathing though. I picked up tom and walked him to his room and set him on the bed and started to tuck him in, I kissed his forehead walked out turning his fan on and shutting the door. I went to edd and matt edd was  crying and matt seemed worried and was comforting edd "he is just asleep guys it's okay he was really tired" 

I walked over and hugged edd "let's just let him sleep and let him wake up himself and then we can let him have his birthday okay?" Edd nodded and hugged me back. "Thank you tord..." 

"Np edd" I walked back to the table and started eating my bacon.

-toms pov-

I woke up in my room and groaned quietly I think  the birthday thing was just a nightmare or something. I ended up walking out into the kitchen and I saw the gift was still there so it wasn't a nightmare, I wonder where edd was but i assumes edd was  working or cuddling with Matt I also  assumed tord was probably doing some random thing. 

I grabbed myself a cup of water and picked up the present and proceeded to open it unwrapping a bottle of smirnoff a gun and a framed picture of edd me matt and tord and one of matt. "Huh, not just a picture of matt.. I'm starting to like today"  I turned to see tord against the wall looking at me "welp my good day is ruined, what's uo commie?"  "Tom I want to talk about last night..."  "what is there to talk about tord? You kissed me  and think we're something that we aren't" tord looked sorta upset and got closer to me pinning me behind the kitchen counter. "Tom... I love you.."