Unexpected

Ch.11D Confessions

Author’s note: Sorry for the late update. Busy week *sighs*. And once school starts for me it’s gonna be a Later update every week L But I’ll try my best! I can always do it after homework. Woops! Sorry I’m probably boring you to death right now. Anyways….Here’s the story =) This one is a shocker! THIS CHAPTER WAS MEANT TO BE SHORT

THIS CHAPTER WAS MEANT TO BE SHORT

~Harry~

I raised an eyebrow. “You want to tell me something?”  I asked Diann in a bit of a shock. I didn’t think SHE would want to tell ME something. She sighed, and nodded. “You go first.” I tell her. She looked down. I couldn’t help but notice the tears streaming down her face. “Harry, I really, really, really, like you. I think I even dare to say in love with you.” She chuckled. This made me smile. “I’m in love with you too.” I confess….again. She smiled. I leaned forward, closer to her lips. This could be it! The first time I kiss her! She stopped me.

“But….” she sighed. “I’m not the girl you want. Harry, I have a dark secret about myself. That only Amber knows. But not the whole story.” She said. I was confused. “What?” I asked, sitting down on the bed. She sat down next to me. “Harry, first off let me say, I’m scared to start a real relationship again. I’ve had very bad relationships in the past, and a bad childhood. It all started when I was 13. I was raped by my 34 year old cousin. Yet, I was too scared to confess.  This went on for 2 years. Each year I would have maybe 2 boyfriends, but they would dump me for someone else. All of them, except for one. Evin.” She began.

Each word broke my heart even more. Tearing it piece by piece. To the words “rape”, “boyfriends”, and “Evin”, she cried even harder. I wrapped an arm around her, letting her continue. “One night, the same thing happened with me and my cousin. Evin and I, were in a relationship. I admit I loved him very much and he loved me even more. So, my aunt said that I had to sleepover my cousin’s house, by the way his name was, Marcos. I didn’t like that, not one bit. So, while Marcos was showering I escaped. I escaped and planned to go to Evin’s house. Luckily, Marcos didn’t know I had a boyfriend, or who Evin was. I was 15 by this time. So I ran to Evin’s house. I knocked on the door, and there was no answer. I realized that the door was unlocked, so I opened it. I heard some giggling. I followed it into a room. And what I never expected is when I saw Evin and some blond girl, snogging. They didn’t see me. I was practically spying on them. ‘You sure I’m the only girl you love?’ the girl asked Evin, and he said yes. Never ever, have I been cheated on especially with someone who I thought was the one. I grabbed the nearest flower pot and threw it at Evin, and I’m not talking flowers, or water, I threw the vase at him, and I instantly ran out of the house. Well, I was definitely NOT going back to my cousin’s house, and Amber wasn’t in town. We were friends since 2nd grade. I just stayed huddled in a corner. Sobbing in the winter breeze, I stayed there for an hour or two. “Diana?” I heard Amber’s voice. I looked up and Amber was standing in front of her car. She took me to her house and I told her everything. She called the police and Marcos was arrested. I lived with my aunt, all my life, and not my parents and it was painful. My parents died in the accident of 9/11, when I was 7. So, anyways since then I’ve felt very insecure about myself to this day.” Diann said and she began to sob into my shirt.

I felt tears fall down my face. I hugged Diann tightly. “Diann, I see what you mean about your hard life but, how does that make you not the girl for me?” I asked. She looked up at me with red puffy eyes. She even looked beautiful like that. She continued to hug me and rested her head on my chest. “Well, since then because of my insecurities, and low-self a steam, I haven’t treated myself very well. One day Amber caught me and made me stop. But I started again a year later.” Diann said. “What do you mean?” I asked. Diann looked up at me. “Harry, I cut.” She said. Those last to words broke my heart. Knowing that the love of my life hurts herself, killed me. “I’ve tried to commit suicide 3 times before.”  She said. Tears, tears, and more tears streamed down my face. She began sobbing again. I hugged her tightly again. “Diann, I can overlook that. That doesn’t turn me off. It makes me want you even more. I want to protect you, and I will. I’ll treat you like gold. I have strong feeling for you. You just need to smile to make me feel better. And when you’re sad it’s like there is no happiness at all in the world. Please, just trust me and everything will be fine. Cause I won’t give up on you. Just do me a favor and stop doing this. You’re very special. And I love that about you. To me, you’re the most beautiful girl in the whole world, inside and out. There is nothing that can make me happier then you.” I said. She smiled through her tears. “Harry, I love…” she began but we heard some sobbing out the door. Those eavesdroppers.

Suddenly, the boys and Amber (that never gets old) came rushing through the door, and comforted Diann. “Diann, I didn’t know that” Liam said, hugging Diann with tears down his face. “You’re very special to us and I want you to remember that.” Zayn said, also with tears down his face. Basically, they ALL had tears running down they’re faces. It was Louis’ turn to speak. Between him and Amber, they had the most tears out of all of us. (Besides Diann). “Diana, you’re a little sister to me, and I even love you as a little sister. I will ALWAYS be here for you, no matter what. You are the most special to me. No offense BooBear.” Louis said. Diann laughed through her tears. “D, you know you can count on me. You’re more than a best friend to me. You’re like a little sis’ to me too. Louis’ is such a sister stealer.” Amber joked at that last sentence. “Am not!” Louis protested. “I knew her first so HA!” Amber said and stuck her tongue out at Lou. We all laughed. “I think you should listen to Harry.” Liam said. “Agreed.” They all said in unison. Diann smiled and looked at me. “Okay.”  She smiled. “So it’s a date?” I asked with a smile. She smiled too. “It’s a date!” she said and hugged me. This could be the start of something new.

Author’s note: Aw, there it is. Finally! Right? Hahaha. COMMENT/VOTE/FAN. (But mostly comment and fan) Sorry if it was too short :-) (I barely had time)