The Regret [one-shot]

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The regret

I am standing in front of her…

I could still remember how she follows me before, to get my attention..

>>flashback<<

“Tristan, I made this for you” nakangiti niyang sabi habang inaabot ang homemade cookies na gawa niya ata

Kinuha ko sabay tapon sa floor.

“ano ka ba SHAIRA! Di ka pa ba nagsasawa? Ha! Ganito’t ganito na lang lagi kong ginagawa sa iyo di ka pa rin lumalayo!”

“di pa rin ba nagsasawang ipag tabuyan ako?....” teary eyed niyang sabi “ kalian ba papasok sa isip mong gusto kita?” then a tear fell from her eyes

“kalian mo rin ba marerealize na hindi kita gusto?” I did not waited for her answer I just left her crying.

I know that was harsh but she won’t leave me. What else can I do?

I am after all Tristan De Gusman, 19 year old guy who has a lot of admirers. Including, that Shaira Song. She’s been all over me since high school. Why can’t she get it? When could she understand? When could she leave me alone?

*the next day

8:00 p.m

I went to the nearest convenience store to buy noodles, I’m craving for it

I got 3 instant ramen, paid for it and left

Ilang metro pa lang ng may humarang sa akin na 5 lalaki, gangsters ata?

“anong kailangan niyo?”- I said bravely

“Ikaw”- guy 1

“bakit ano kailangan niyo?”

“wala naman, tinitignan ko lang kung ano ang pinagpalit sa akin ng girlfriend ko?”- guy 3

“then you’re looking at him! Who would not fall for me”- i don’t even know who the heck his girlfriend is.

“aba’t ang yabang nito…!”- guy2 sabay suntok sa akin.

Napahiga ako sa sahig. Didn’t expect that coming.

Hinila ako ng guy4, hinawakan ang dalawa kong braso ng guy2 at guy1 three

“boss ako na gagawa”- guy 5

Tumngo lang yung guy 3

Sinimulan na akong pagsusuntokin nung guy5. Sige lang bugbugin mo ako! Pero be ready for my turn!

Sinusuntok pa rin niya ako

*evil grin-ako

“aba’t matapang ka ha!”- guy5

“tama na! bitiwan niyo siya ako na ang tatapos”- guy 3

binitiwan na ako ng dalawang kumag at tumigil na din si guy5 sa pag suntok, may hawak yung leader ata nilang baril.

*bogshhh

O.O-ako

“hay nako buti na din palang napa aga ako”

Pinag hahampas niya ng kendo stick yung apat na lalaking nanakit sa akin kanina. Siyempre knock out na yung leader dahil sa pag hampas niya sa ulo nito.

Narealize ko na lang na tumba na ang mga lalaki

“Tristan ok ka lang ba?”- sabay abot ng kanyang kamay

Di ko na siya pinansin, kinuha ko na lang ang aking pinamiling ramen.

“psh. Wala man lang thank you”

Lumingo ako at

“ano ka ba shaira hangang dito ba naman susundan mo ako? Pano na lang kung nasaktan ka kanina ha! Ako ngayon ang magiguilty!”

“wag kang magalala Black belter ata kaya ako sa karate, master of judo and kendo, sharp shooter din kaya ito”- pagmamalaki niya

“hindi lahat ng oras magagamit mo yan!”

“teka!.....” she blushed “… you care for me!”- Masaya niyang sabi

“OO. Dahil di kaya ng CONSCIENCE ko na may masasaktan dahil sa akin kaya LAYUAN MO NA AKO!”

“TRISTAN BAKIT BA? PWEDE MO NAMANG WAG SUKLIAN ANG PAGKAGUSTO KO SA IYO, EH. Wag mo lang akong piliting layuan ka!”- naiiyak niyang sabi

“YOU ARE GETTING ON MY NERVES! YOU ARE SO ANOYING! I WISH FOR YOU TOO VANISH! I NEVER AND WILL NEVER LIKE YOU BACK!”- I turned around, I was suppose to take one step when

*bang

“TRIS-TAN..”-

I quickly turned around, she was falling I quickly catch her

“Shaira!”

“um… I never liked you..” huminga siya ng malalim “… because..” she paused, she turned pale

“I love you”- she smiled

“I hope you’ll be happy after this” then she passed out

I Saw blood on my hands.

I hugged her, tears was falling in my eyes

>>end of flash back<<

And now I am standing in front of HER  realizing that…

 I love THIS GIRL…

And I regretted it that I realized it….

Now that SHE’S….

 gone…