My dearest Chris

here it all starts

25th December.

Dear Chris,

I've spent the past 5 days thinking hard. All the memories we shared, I ran them thoroughly through my head. Yes I admit once again, I was really an idiot not to notice your feelings for me before. I mean, no normal friends will do the things we do to each other right? I remember seeing a quote on Twitter the other day-- "A guy really likes you if he nudges you with his elbow". For some reason, that quote made my heart ache (what a lot of heartaches you're giving me, Chris! No pun intended, but how could you! -insert pouting face-). I remember, very vividly as a matter of fact, that whenever you did that to me, my stomach does multiple cartwheels. I couldn't explain that feeling back then, but now I know. I know the exact reason why now.

Because Chris, I've fallen for you.

From that very first day we met, that moment I laid eyes on you, I've already fallen for you. Head over heels, Chris.

I love you.

I can say the 3 words without any guilt pangs now. I am very sure of my feelings. I know you're going to say something like, "You're kidding yourself, Raerae.", or "I know you don't, Chelle. Don't say things when you don't mean it just to make me happy." Well Chris, I can tell you this straight. I am not kidding myself. I am not saying that just to make you happy. Chris, trust me when I say this. I reallly love you.

I cannot imagine life without you here by my side. I cannot imagine another girl being part of your life. I cannot imagine another guy part of my life either. Call me selfish if you must, but I really want you. Chris, I'm not lying. I really want you to be mine. I want to belong to you.

There, Chris, you have your answer. Does the offer still stand?

Love,

Raechelle xoxox