Please don't jugde me

Sad :(

(warning his chapter is upsetting amd has some abuse in)

"Why would you lie to me ?" I asked standing up

"Because I wanted to protect you from my past everything I've done was to protect you keeping me away from you getting Ryan to watch over you"

"Why would you get Ryan to watch over me?" 

"Because I didn't trust Kieron, I knew something was up with him."

"Oh so you know about Sammy's 15th?" Nate started crying

"Yeah Ryan was there  and he didnt get there in time he got there bit you had already been hit that bastard had already hurt you, you were crying and so scared you most probably don't remember Ryan called Sammy and then hit him a few times. I came as soon as I heared but he was gone. Ryan let him get away "

(abuse part skip if you don't want to read)

See the story with Keiron was he was always wanting to know where I was who I was with, and we argued a lot which always ended in him throwing something and breaking it. Then on Sammy's birthday we were in Sammy's tree house and he was saying some hurtful things so I was about to get out of the tree house and Kieron grabbed me and chucked me to the floor and hit me and kept hitting and that's all I remember I passed out and woke up in a hospital bed with my family, Sammy's family and a boy with a hoodie watching through the window.

"You were at the hospital when I woke up"

"Of course I was, from the moment I saw you I fell in love with you. When I was 14, I met some friends at school and thet got me into a gang and I started arguing with Dad. I then met Chris when I was 16, he helped me sort my life out by quitting the gang. And I moved out of my dad's house to stop the arguements. Me and Sammy kept in touch and she told me about Kieron and I worried so I got Ryan to protect you. "

"What happend to Kieron he never showed back at school?"

"Oh Chris got some people to talk to his brother and they moved away." I walked over to Nate and hugged him

"Thank you for protecting me"

"I'm sorry for lying Lex I can go if you want, straight back out of you life"

"Please don't"

"Okay I will never lie to you again I promise I love you Lex"

"I love you two" he kissed me and I pulled away and looked at the time 10.30

"Its late you can stay over"

"Do you mind if I shower"

"Go ahead I'll wash those clothes for you and I'll see if my dads got anything you can sleep in"

"Thanks" I took him to the bathroom and showed him where the towels and things are I went in my dads room and looked for some clothes I picked some tracksuit bottoms and a plain blue top up and put them in the shower room and took his clothes and went to put them in the washing machine.  I then went in the fridge and got my marshmallows and melted  chocolate and took them upstairs to my room I sat on my bed and got changed in my tweety bird pajamas with matching shorts.And Nate came in dressed

"Hey" he said smilling

"Hi want some marshmallows?" I asked he came and lied on the bed  under me while I sat up I dipped the marshmallow in the chocolate and fed him one he ate it amd I did the same then I rubbed chocolate on his face and laughed he looked at me and I looked back at him inoccently

"I didnt do anything" I said

"oh its on he then put his hand in the chocolate chucked it at me show it went in my hair I did the same and we both ended up covered in chocolate

"Come here lex" I shook my head

"I only want a cuddle I then ran down stairs Nate chasing me the puppy was chasing both of us barking  we ran into the garden and we both tripped up and fell him landing on top of my the puppy starting licking his face

"Minnie go play" she walked of and he lent in thing he was going to kiss me but he licked my nose

"Mm yummy" I giggled

"I like your laugh"

"Can I get up now?"  I asked sweetly

"No I'm comfy like this baby girl"

"Covered in chocolate on top of me ?"

"You make it sound like a bad thing?"

"Get of me you Nate please and you can kiss me when ever you want"

"I can do that anyway see" and he kissed me

"I will do anything if you get of me please Nate I love you"  he got up and I ran upstairs to the shower and locked the door turning my Ipod on and it played Ariana Grande The Way

"If you want it, I got it, I got it everyday

You can get whatever you need from me

Stay by your side, I'll never leave you

And I ain't going nowhere 'cause you're a keeper

So don't you worry, baby, you got me

I got a bad boy, I must admit it (hey)

You got my heart, don't know how you did it (hey)

And I don't care who sees it, babe

I don't wanna hide the way I feel when you're next to me (hey)

I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)

I love the way (I love it, I love it)

Baby, I love the way (I love the way you make me feel)

Ooh, I love the way (I love it, I love it)

The way you love me"

The song changed to Justin Timberlake Rock Your Body.

Then I felt hands on my waist and kisses on my neck

"Keep singing"  he moved up to my jaw and then to my lips

"Alexa I love you" he kissed me and I pulled back

" were going to fast stop no more "

He got out of the shower

" I'm sorry" I got out of the shower and went to my room and got changed

"Nate ? Where are you  babe?" he came upstairs with some cherry cola and a coffee

"Here you go, I have work a ten but I finish at 4 so is it ok if I come over after work?"

"Yeah ok. Nate why don't you stay here for a bit ? Then you can get to know Eliza"

"Ok, get some rest and we can talk about it tomorrow. And Im sorry for earlier if it was too much for you"

"Its fine" I said and fell asleep