Call Me Your Lover

"You were nothing but my fucking accident! " She screamed

"Why did you even do it?" I roared at the top of my lungs.

Before she could answer I slammed the front door. It's always like this, you know? Mother screams, me yelling right back. Father isn't in the picture, left a long time ago.

The names' Antoine, most people call me Tony. Well, only those who are with me now. People mostly ignore me. I'm that 5"8 kid who's mostly in the back corner of your class, whom you don't even notice. The kid, who blasts his Metallica music, wears band shirts along with his black jeans with chains. Can you picture me yet? Well, that's me with the dyed black hair: didn't mention that but whatever.

Anyway, I stormed out of my house and started walking down my damned street. Anger was swirling all around me. I can't stand my mother. She's always like this when she doesn't take her medication. She's depressed, by the way. I get my IPod out from my pocket, turned it on and started blasting Until the End by Breaking Benjamin. It's a good song and I love it. Music helps me out, a lot. It makes me happy and full, most of the time.

I then turned a corner and got onto my sidewalk, almost being hit by a jerk with rap music and chicks in the back seat. There I shuffled my music and waited for my bus and the other jerks who go to my school. I waited half an hour for all of them: finally does my bus come. Guess who was last to get on? That's right, me. Since I am the ''loser'' of the school. At least I'll be able to see my girlfriend, Seiko.

The bus has come at a stop; as soon as it stops everyone is up and away. I don't even try and get up this time, I wait. Once everyone is off, I say goodbye to the bus driver in my bus. As soon as I get off, all I hear in my ear is ''I have fallen, to my knees, as I sing a lullaby of pain.'' I instantly know its Promise of a Lifetime by Kutless. I silently sing along under my breath and move at the same pace as the music until I reached the school.

Once I got in I saw my girlfriend, Seiko, with her beautiful black hair, her dark brown eyes and her makeup. I smiled at her but she didn't see me, since she was with friends.

''Seiko,'' I said with my low but noticeable voice.

She still didn't hear me for some odd reason. I go up to her and laid my hand on her waist. She looked at me with these confused and shocked eyes. Then, did they soften as she recognized me.

''Hey,'' was all she said.

''Hey,'' I said back.

''I need to talk to you in private, Tony,'' she said in a whispered but hear able tone.

''Oh,'' I replied, ''Alright.''

She guided me to the corridor we always go to, to have sex before school started. I grinned slightly and tried to place a hand on her waist but missed. She moved too fast for me. We got in and shut the door, making sure no one was following us. She turned to me and looked at me with pain in her eyes. At first I didn't see it and got right away to her waist and my hands searching her body.

''Tony,'' she said, pulling lightly at my hand away from her body. ''Stop, please, I want to talk to you seriously.''

I looked at her dead in the eyes and stopped. I sighed of course. She took a deep breath, the ones she usually takes when she's about to cry.

''This is going to hurt,'' she said.

I looked at her; she started at me with this look. I immediately got up and walked out of the room. My heart pounding in my ear, I couldn't hear her saying stop and come back. I didn't want to be near her, that place or this damned school. I stormed out the way I came and didn't even bother looking back on my now ex-girlfriend. I just kept on walking, don't know where, but I was.