You don't compare to the life I have now.
You drifted of violently then silently.
Only to return to the planet distorted and hollow.
You soul drifting between reality and your nightmares.
What you need no one can give you.
It can't be eaten or drank in some magical potion.
Can't buy it, hell...you may never find it.
Aside from the grace of God and or a miricle from him...
You appear to be doomed in your corrupt and sin.
You've withdrawn taken yourself hostage within.
You deal with that.
Good day or bad...it's remains yours and only yours.
I am no longer the one you'll share your shit with.
Because obviously, I'm done with it.
Done with you.
Like an old shoe.
Out the door and too the curb.
All scraps and remains of any part of me to do with you
~~BAM!~~~ BOXED & LABLED LIKE A FED-EX PARCEL!
1st mutha fuckin' box into my new storage unit!
Oh shit did I just fucking say that?
For sure. I did. haha! How funny!
I ain't your dish! Nope! I'm someone else's honey!
His house is his and good Lord mon....
I refuse to go on!
I'll just say I won't say what his masters is in either.
He just took over that spot in my life
That was exclusively owned by you.
Yup, I know goodbyes are sad but then again
Sometimes they are also for the best.
Now you listen.
We both know you know the fuck why.
It's because the ghost that haunted you
Crept, silently and when you allowed the first step in his dirrection
You took yourself there.
Too that place you fought your entire life not to go
Or be....your father.
You haven't forgiven yourself isnt the problem..
Deeper in you've found your ugly much harder to deal with than his ugly ever was.
Feel sorry for you?
Nope, just fully capable of knowing when to walk away or out of someones life.
Knowing when someone isn't really ever on a path of returning
But remaining just where they are in their life.
So stay the fuck right there!
Where you wanna be!
