Chapter 5: No̷Nexistent Heartbeat

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WARNING: Swearing and self harm/hate

Herc's pov (again lmao)

I hid in my dorm closet, balling my eyes out. I took out a razor and started to cut. -Swipe- 'Bastard' -swipe- 'Lonely' -swipe- 'Unloved' -swipe- 'Loser' -swipe- 'Just die' -swipe- 'Go jump off a bridge' -swipe-. (okay okay im done sorry.)

I put the razor in a box and hide my face in my knees.

I hear the door open and the voice of three girls. All of the voices sound very familiar.

I try to stay silent while I hear footsteps near the closet.

The door starts to open and my eyes widen as I look up to see Lillian opening the door.

I slip on a leather jacket and hide in the corner wiping my tears.

She looks over at me with a bit of worry.

"Herc..?" I hear her say as I look up.

"What do you want?!" I spat back at her.

"Whats wro-" I cut her off "YOU ARE WHATS WRONG!"

"DON'T YOU SEE I DIDN'T CHEAT? LAF KISSED ME AND WOULDN'T LET GO!"

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed while I took off my jacket and hid my arms behind my back.

She tried to say something but I glared at her. I felt my heart drop seeing her tear up and motion her two friends to leave.

She came into the closet with me as I start to sob again.

"Look, I'm sorry but I saw what I saw and you guys were kissing." She said putting her hand on my leg.

"B-but I didn't cheat he kissed me and-" She cut me off looking at my arms. "Show me your arms."

"N-no." I say but again she yells, "SHOW ME THEM!"

"Fine.." I say giving in. Showing her my arms with many small cut in them.

She looked at my arms in horror, "Why did you do this?"

"You guys..." I say.

"Some bitches gon' die tonight." She growled as I slip on my jacket


LEL CLIFFHANGER HAHAHA god I'm sorry But this is the longest I've wrote I think I'm going crazy -Kady

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