DDLC ONESHOTS

Airplane mode pt. 2

(Imma skip some lyrics cause im a lazy piece of shi-)

*Natsuki pov*

*Next Day*

Natsuki looked at her ceiling looking for an ounce of motivation. 

"You really are a useless brat aren't you?"

"Maybe you should kill yourself. It would be beneficial to your mental health."

Natsuki felt tears pour from her eyes. Maybe Yuri was right...

I need not to pick up my phone

SHe looked at her phone. SHe got a new message from Yuyu. It was the nickname she called Yuri secretly. 

I'll go straight to airplane mode. 

She put her phone on airplane mode and put it away. Yuyu was probably trying to tell her more hurtful things. She knew it was her fault. She shouldn't of made a big deal out of it. She should of kept her mouth shut. She shouldn't talk anymore. The words that came out of her mouth always hurt those around her and caused her to get hurt...

I know I can be a little cold...

Natsuki felt hot tears rush from her eyes. She remembered everytime Yuri tried to be friends with her... She shouldn't of been cold to her... she shouldn't of pushed her away. And now... they were enemies. She knew Yuri hated her, she always knew. 

I'm unaligned with my body and mind.  It playing tricks I say I'm fine, but it's really hurting me deep inside

She was now terrified of Yuri.  Her body was telling her to run, but her mind was telling her that Yuri was just teaching her a lesson. That lesson was to keep her mouth shut and to try not to offend anyone. She knew that mindset wasn't healthy, but what could you expect...? She had been abused ever since she was a baby. "She was the reason her mother died during child birth" Her father and relatives would whisper loudly knowing she could hear. Everytime she got upset they played the victim and they made her believe that was always at fault. She couldn't handle it. She was slowly breaking and becoming unstable. 

She was starting to see things first it would be just small hands reaching out to her, but they soon turned into dead people following her. She started to hear whispers that soon turned into screams of voices in her head yelling at her to die. 

She soon decided it was time to die. She should go to class leave a poem that was actually a suicide note. Natsuki wrote two... One was for her father and the club members and the last one was for... Yuri...

She wrote the first one

' I'm sorry for being useless to you guys... But I'm going to fix the mistake I made. I'm the mistake that should be fixed. First goodbye to you Papa. I know I wasn't the best child. I was always making you mad because I was too annoying and know you won't care, but I'm going to miss you when I go to heaven. 

Second off, goodbye to all the club members... You where the best people I ever met. Monika you're smart, beautiful, and you have a golden heart... I know you feel awful because of the things people said to you. I know you tried to play it off. Sayori... you always try to make others happy, but remember it's okay to be selfish sometimes... and Mc... I'm sorry for being mean to you. I was just jealous that you stole the one I loved. I tried so hard to hate you, but seeing the way you made her smile made me happy that she was with you and not me. Mc take care of her and try not to be too dense. '

Natsuki felt tear leak from her eyes as she thought of the goodtimes everyone had together. You truly loved the literature and she was sad that she had to leave. 

Now it was time for Yuri's note...

When she finished writing, she left to school. She waited until it was time for the club to get there. 

As she entered, She fixed her hair to hide the black eye her father gave her when she came home crying. 

She smiled as she entered the clubroom, she really did miss them even though it had been a day. 

"Hi everyone!" She cheerfully said and she realized it would be the last day she had to endure the abuse, she didn't have to put up an act anymore because no matter what happened she would be gone the next day. 

Everyone looked at Natsuki in shock. She never greeted anyone

'Was I such of a jerk that they would be surprised at me saying hello?'

Yuri looked at her with a guilty look and she got up to apologize. 

"N-Natsu-ki I'-Im sorr-" Natsuki stopped her. 

"It's okay Yuri. I have to thank you though. It made me realize something..." 

Yuri stopped suddenly concern filling her eyes. 

"A-are y-yo-u okay N-Nat"

"Yeah! Im alright now go with your boyfriend! He's waiting for you!" Natsuki said with a bright smile as she felt herself crumbling.

As club was about to end Mc walked up to her. a

"Hey Suki you alright?"

"yeah? Why wouldn't I be?" 

"Oh I don't know maybe it's because this-" He suddenly lunged forward and pinned Natsuki to the floor.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!!" Screeched natsuki as Mc pushed the hair that was hiding her black eye.

EVeryone suddenly rushed forward to save Natsuki, but they stopped as they saw Natsuki's discolored face. 

Mc let her go and Natsuki punched him hard. 

Mc ignored the pain in his arm and started feeling pure anger. He thought 'Who would do this to poor Suki!?'

"Who did this?" He stated in a cold tone

Natsuki couldn't answer and she turned away trying to keep her tears at bay.  

"Please tell me suki..."

'It wasn't suppose to happen like this...'

"I-I-" As Natsuki was about to answer she booked it to her home.

They stood there in shock. After they got after it they decided to search her bag for more clues. 

That's when they found the note

Monika grabbed it with shaking hands and she started crying when she finished.

She handed Yuri the note that had her name on it...

'I've been dreaming about you. I've been dreaming of us. I know sometimes I make you feel insane... Sorry this is just how I play this stupid game. I wish was next to you. I love you YuYu.I've been trying to send you my feelings, but fuck it's so hard being so damn far from you... I wish we were something. I will always love you my YuYu. I will forever love you and please try to tell the others about your problems and try to get help

Forever goodbye,

Your Natsuki'

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