Mrs. Misunderstood - Discontinued

Secrets no more

A/n -> hey I just updated my other book 'From A Basketball Player To One Of Earths Mightiest Heros' and it's not to bad if I do say so my self. but go check it out please that story needs some love at the moment it only has 4 reads and I am hoping to get more than that soon. Anyways my little friends that is all for now. Back to the story!

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NALA P.O.V

I hear the sound of an elevator door opening behind me and so I jump up and whip the tears off my face as best I could and see who it is. Bucky was standing there in sweat pants and a tank top the just barely covered where his metal arm is connected to the rest of his body.

"Oh, hey Bucky didn't know you were awake," I mumble.

"Hey, Nala what's wrong your not normally this quiet?" Buck asks me.

BUCKYS P.O.V

I wake up to find Nala gone so I ask JARVIS where she is.

"Hey JARVIS where is Nala at?" 

"She is on the 9th floor Mr. Barnes would you like me to tell her you are awake?"

"No, no it's fine. Thank you."

"Any time Mr. Barnes."

I throw in some sweat pants and a black tank top with some slippers and head down to the training room. When I get there I see her crying on the floor and then she must have heard me because she spun around and looked at me while running her hands over her face multiple times.

"Oh, hey Bucky didn't know you where awake." She mumbled.

Hearing her like this and seeing her whipping her eyes as if she was just crying made me suspicious.

"Hey, Nala what's wrong your not normally this quiet?" I ask her. Then I see her bloody knuckles and the punching bag across the room leaning against the other wall. Wait that thing is farther than Steve can punch one! How did she do that her self! She is so small, well small compared to me.

NALA P.O.V

All of a sudden Bucky looks at me like I'm crazy then looks bag at the punching bag then back at me then back to the bag.

"What didn't think I was the strong or something?" I ask with a hint of a laugh in my voice.

"No, no not that I - just that thing is farther across the room than Steve can get it." He said with wide eyes. When he says that my eyes widen also. 

"Oh, I didn't know," I say.

"Why were you crying when I came in?" he asks in a calm voice.

"It was nothing,"

"No Nala I know when people say something is 'nothing' and this, this is something."

"Okay, I was reliving all of the memories from HYDRA  and all of the traumatizing shit that happened."

"You want to tell me?"

"Sure why not,"

We walk over to the bench and sit down. Bucky hands me a water bottle I didn't notice before.

"I lost one of my best friends the first time we tried to escape from that shitty-ass-hell-hole, his name was Brayden, he was like the brother I never had back home. He was the one to keep me going in life even when all I wanted to do was curl up in a ball and cry. A bomb blew a hole in the wall of the cell we shared, he got out and ran while I ran and went to the weapons room to get supplies for the journey I thought we would have to live through. When I got to our meeting spot I found him with a bullet hole in his left upper calf. He said I should just go and be free, that I could still live outside of that place but me being me was too stubborn and that is what came back to bite me in the ass. I bent down to give him a hug and he was shot I just kneel there is horror and then after that the realization sets in that my big brother just died trying to help me get out of there and give me a better future. But instead the sacrifice was in vain and I didn't get out of there for another 4 years." I finish up the story with big fat tear rolling out of my eyes and hitting the ground with a small 'pat' sound.

"Hey, they come here," Bucky says pulling me in for a big hug. I end up crying on his shoulder for another five minutes.

"This is the worst that memory has had that effect on me in a long time," I said sniffling.

"Why is that?"

"Because today was his 35 birthday." I try to wipe the redness from my eyes and get rid of the tear stains from my cheeks. "I am sorry I am being a big baby."

"No why would I think you were a big baby. Nala I would cry if today was my best friends birthday. Hell, I would cry if it was one of my pets birthdays. That, that is being a big baby." He tells me. I nod and go to stand up when a huge wave of pain hits me.

"Aaaaaa." I bend over and put my head in my hands and hiss in pain.

"Nala are you okay? Nala? NALA?" He yells at me but by know, I have already passed out.

*DREAM*

"Nala, oh Nala wake up. My sweet Nala wake up." A sickening sweet voice says in my ear.

"I'm coming for you Nala so you better watch out, watch behind your back Nala because I'm coming for you."

*DREAM*

I launch up in bed, wait bed? I passsed out from pain in the training room. 

Hmmm

I swing my legs over the edge of the bed and look down to see I'm in an oversized again and shorts. but the shorts actually fit! I going to give a wild guess and say the shirt is Buckys and the shorts are Nats because I didn't get any shorts when we went shopping. walking out of my room and down to the elevator and go to the kitchen to get food for the hungry beast the call a stomach. Walking into the kitchen I see Bucky jump up from his seat and rush ver to me and give me a bone-crushing hug. Firey blush rises up on my cheeks and I look over at Steve for help.

"Hey, Buck nice to see you too," I tell him.

"God Nala I swear I was going to have a heart attack." He whispers in my ear and that only makes to blush worse. I look back over at Steve and see he is about as confused as I am. He sets me back down and looks me dead in the eye. "You little miss have a lot of explaining to do."

And with that, I tell them it all. From me waking up at around 5 a.m to passing out in the training room. 

"Well that's it folks story time is over."

They all look at me with wide eyes and I am guessing it is from how much secrets I still held.