I have never felt love, i have never felt a particular joy that forfilled that hole in my chest. I am lonely. Apart from my parents, i am practically alone, alone in this life. I never chose this life for myself, but i can choose what happens in it. So is it my fault i am loneless star, awaiting for love. I guess since my past of love, well the relationships i have seen has been such a bad rolemodel for my own it has left me starstruck. Until my last year ever at high school! I guess it was time to forfill my life. Goodbye old life, bring the new!
