Diary [SeungJin] ✔️

6

" HyunJin!!"

HyunJin hears a voice coming from behind him as he is walking in the hall to his classroom as lunch ended a couple of minutes ago looking stress. HyunJin didn't want to look back, but he had too.

HyunJin starts to stops in his walk, took a step back, and slowly turns around preparing himself to see the person he was hoping not to see ever, Chan.

While SeungMin was a problem to HyunJin also with his confession, Chan was much worse on another level. Chan always kept on blabbing his mouth where ever he went and kept spilling secrets that weren't meant to be spilled.

" What's stressing you out these day?"

Chan asked HyunJin as he caught up to him in the hallway to their classroom, that's right their classroom, they shared the same class along with 8 other people and SeungMin happens to shared the classroom too.

HyunJin sighs at Chan looking in even more stress as he put his hand on his face and look toward the ground in stress. Chan took a look at this action and started to get close to HyunJin, but still keeping HyunJin's personal space.

HyunJin looks back up when he was done stressing about Chan and smiled at him.

" Nothing and plus your gonna blab your mouth about it to someone else."

That was all HyunJin spoke as he turned around and started walking.  After a couple of seconds of Chan processing what HyunJin did, Chan ran up to him and took HyunJin's wrist and turned him around to speak to HyunJin once again.

" I promise I won't blab my mouth to anyone!! Your secret is safe with me!!"

That was all Chan said as he smiled brightly at HyunJin as if he was telling the truth and was going to keep his promise, but HyunJin just looked at Chan as if he went crazy.

' I promise I won't blab my mouth to anyone!! Your secret is safe with me!!'

That was all HyunJin could think about before spacing out and giving Chan a laugh and smile after a couple of second.  Wait, did HyunJin say a laugh and smile, more like fake laugh and a fake smile.

HyunJin remembered a past event about Chan and his blabbing mouth. HyunJin looked back at the event in full detailed as he saw it in person of what happened in the cafeteria "that day".

There was Chan's group standing in the middle of the cafeteria talking about life, school, and anything that a Highschool boy would talk about.

Chan, being the talkative person he is, was so caught up in a conversation happily about Jisung with ChangBin and Minho that he accidentally told all of them that Jisung actually loves Minho and just acts mean out of love for him.

But, being the loud person Chan was and plus with his blabbing skills, it wasn't a good trait to have as everyone eating or hanging out in the cafeteria suddenly stopped what they were doing and turned to Chan's group, even Jisung as he was blushing mess in red while staring at Minho in the eyes before running out the doors.

HyunJin's flashback was finished and laugh out loud with insanity.  After doing his insane laugh, HyunJin looks back at Chan in the eyes with death glares that can kill any human, or in this case, Chan, and gave him a serious face.

" You better, and when I say better, I mean it, not tell this to anyone."

Chan gulps our of fear from HyunJin's deep voice before pulling his right ear close to HyunJin mouth trying not to let anybody hear what the conversation was going to be about.  HyunJin takes a sigh before telling Chan the whole story.

"And basically that's it."

HyunJin pulls back his face blushing a bit from Chan as he recalls the diary entry of SeungMin's confession.  Chan pulls back his face and laughs quietly that only Chan and HyunJin could hear.

"Stop laughing Chan!! Now tell me, yes or no!!"

HyunJin yells back at Chan that even maybe the people downstairs could hear.  Chan pulls his right hand out form his pocket and pets HyunJin's head smiling brightly.  Chan was proud of HyunJin getting confess by someone he loves today before looking at the only person in their classroom listening to music with earbuds in while sleeping with his head down on his notebook.

"Yes HyunJin, I won't tell anybody about this."

That was the last thing the smiling Chan said before entering their classroom and sitting down next to Woojin who was sleeping with music in his ear.  Chan runs his long fingers though Jeongin's hair making him wake up from his little dream before looking at Chan in the eyes smiling.

HyunJin smiles at the scene that unfolded infront of him before hearing a loud sound of books dropping near the stairway.  HyunJin turns to look at the person in the eyes, SeungMin.

HyunJin then remembers that SeungMin had the same classes together right now.  HyunJin looks at SeungMin who had tears in his eyes trying not to make them escape in front of the shocked HyunJin, but he couldn't hold them before abandoning his fallen books and running up to the roof.

HyunJin then was shock as to why SeungMin started cry in front of him and started to panic looking at Chan and Woojin who was busy talking and blushing with each other for help.  HyunJin then looked away from the two and decided he needed to fix this on his own even if he didn't know what was going on.

HyunJin's heart was telling him to chase after SeungMin even if he didn't know why.  He started to chase after the crying SeungMin running up the stairs only to once again like yesterday, slip on SeungMin's nookbook.

This time, HyunJin wasn't going to stop what he was doing for a little notebook that he happens to slipped on.  He got up and ran once up the stairs to the crying SeungMin with thoughts Floating around in his mind:

I can't see him cry in pain.

I can't see him be alone.

I can't see him being comfort by another person.

I can't let his heart be broken.

Because,

It pains my heart also to see him cry in pain.

I feel like the worst person in the world seeing him all alone lonely.

I want to be the person he comes to for comfort and hug him in my embrace telling him it's okay.

When his heart is broken, that's when my heart will be broken too.

I love him, I LOVE HIM!!!

*creaks*
" SEUNGMIN!!!"