~The final decision~

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~Yoongi p.o.v~
,,There's only one way..." He said, silencing himself in the end. Jimin's eyes were opened widely, waiting for Jin to finish his sentence. ,,Well? What is it then?" I had a bad feeling about what Jin was going to say next, almost like I knew exactly what was coming. ,,The only way is... It's uhm... Shit this is harder than I thought, well you... You would have to kindofdiepleasedontbemaditsnotmyfault." Jin mumbled out in one breath. Me and Jimin boy seemed to understand what he said, but neither of us wanted to believe it. ,,W-we... Wha-what?" Jimin said, his voice cracking as tears started forming in his eyes. I was completely frozen, my mind going blank. ,,I know it's... I know." Jin said, sighing and looking down at his desk. Jimin looked down as well, his eyes still wide, tears rolling down his cheeks. ,,There must be another solution right? Another way, some other way." I panted out, Jin sighed one more time. ,,I'm so sorry but... There's no other way. If I could I would do something but... There is nothing I can do, there's nothing anyone can do. I'm really really sorry. I truly am." He said, clearly not knowing what to do or say in this situation. ,,What if we don't accept? What if we don't agree..." I said, my eyes ticking from Jimin to Jin, just to go back to Jimin again. ,,Like I said, they will hunt you down and won't let anything stop them. They will kill anyone who will get into their way and they will get to you eventually, probably over dead bodies of people close to you. I know it sounds horrible, but agreeing to this is kind of your best option right now. The outcome will be the same either way, to be honest." He said with a serious tone. I nodded, my choice basically decided at this point. ,,Can you give us some time to talk about it? To... say goodbye?" I said, followed by a small nod from Jin. ,,Wait but what will happen afterwards? To us... If we decide to agree?" Jimin said exactly what I was thinking. ,,You will stay together, you will be sent to a different place, you will get to decide about anything you will have or do there. Like a lucid dream, but forever." I guess it wouldn't be that bad after all, right? Maybe it was the good choice. ,,You will wake up now, you have up to twenty four hours to decide, if you decide before that just go to sleep when you feel ready. I will see you then, and you will tell me your choice. Good luck." Jin said and everything fell into darkness immediately.

~Jimin p.o.v~
I woke up next to Yoongi, he started opening his eyes as well. It was Sunday, sunlight shining into the room through my window. ,,Hey..." Yoongi said quietly, rubbing his eyes. ,,Hi." I chuckled at the view of his messy morning hair. ,,We should probably get up..." I mumbled, not wanting to at all. ,,Nah-uh... Let's stay like this forever." Yoongi whined, bringing his hands to my waist, pulling me closer. I snuggled my head into his chest, feeling the warmth of his presence. We stayed like that for a while in comfortable silence forgetting about all of our problems for just a bit. Sadly, problems can't just disappear and you have to deal with them sooner or later. ,,Will we tell them?" I mumbled into the crook of his neck, clearly enough for him to understand. ,,Which thing are you talking about Jiminie?" He said, playing with my hair. ,,About... You know... Us." I said, kind of embarrassed. ,,We can if you want to." It was nice, having someone who cares about you so much like Yoongi does about me. He gives me as much time as I need for everything, he doesn't try to rush or pressure me into anything. ,, I guess we'll see..." He just mumbled something in agreement. Feeling the warmth of his embrace and the touch of his cold hand on my hair made me feel comfortable, like everything is going to be okay. Like I could hide from the world in his hug. ,,Have you thought about what we'll do yet? You know, the dreams I mean... I already know what I believe is the right thing to do." He said, I haven't really thought about it ever since we woke up, but I think I know which choice I should pick. It's just hard to talk about it. ,,Well I... I'm scared, but I guess I have decided..." I sighed looking up at him. ,, I think we should go with the right thing to do and it's... We should uhm... Sacrifice ourselves, right? It's probably the right thing to do and also the better choice, right?" I said quietly, biting my bottom lip. ,,Yeah, I think it is... I don't think I could live with the guilt of someone getting hurt because of me. It's scary but I guess it's the only right choice." He said, cupping my face. ,,I know it's scary, but we can do it. Together." I nodded at him and we both leaned closer. I could feel his breath on my face, right before our lips crashed into each other. We are going to die before tomorrow comes. I still don't think I can fully realize that, but maybe it's just supposed to be that way. Maybe it's our destiny, to die like heroes sacrificing themselves to save the world from the bad. ,,Will we say goodbye to them? Will we even tell them that we are leaving forever or will we just disappear and-" I blurted out, getting cut off by Yoongi silencing me. ,,Shh, calm down Jiminie. I don't think we should tell them, they probably won't understand or they'll try to stop us... It could get them into more danger. Let's just tell them that we love them before we go, okay?" He said with his calming tone. ,,Okay." I responded, taking a deep breath.

,,You're acting weird today." Jihyo chuckled. ,,What? No I'm not, now shut up and respect your brother." I was definitely acting weird, but I couldn't admit that. I would have to explain why if I did, and I am not going to do that.

I don't know how we ended up this way, with me sitting on Yoongi's lap, making out with him in my bed. I definitely wasn't planning on stopping anytime soon though. He flipped us over, getting himself on top of me. His kisses moved away from my lips, moving down to my neck. He was sucking and biting on some places, making sure to leave a few purple marks behind. I moaned slightly, getting back on top. I made my way down his body, leaving kisses and small bites behind only to be stopped by him. He pulled me back up, kissing my lips softly. ,,Jimin, are you sure you want to do this? You shouldn't feel pressured to and I don't want you to get hurt." He said with worry in his eyes, but I couldn't care less. ,,We're literally going to die in a few hours Yoongi, so just shut up and kiss me." I groaned, where did that come from? I was usually a pretty shy person, this was definitely something new. He smirked at my words and nodded, bringing his lips back on mine. He flipped us to be on top, making more bruises on my neck. His hands traveled under my shirt, stopping to look at me for my permission. I nodded unhesitatingly, putting my arms up to make it easier for him. ,,One word and I stop, okay?" He said, caressing my cheek. I nodded, giving him my full permission. I know one thing for sure now: I definitely won't die being a virgin.

A few hours later and we both knew that the night was slowly approaching, and so was our end. We both decided to  say what we feel towards our families, to tell them that we love them one last time before we disappear forever. I came downstairs and I saw my sister sitting at the table, reading a book meanwhile my dad was washing the dishes. ,,Dad, Jihyo, you know that I love you... Right?" I said, they both turned to me giving me weird looks. ,,Yes, I love you too Jimin but..." Jihyo said, raising one eyebrow at me. ,,But why are you telling us that all of a sudden? Is something wrong Jimin? I love you too of course, you can tell me if something is wrong..." My dad continued Jihyo's sentence. ,,No, no, nothing is wrong I just... I wanted to tell you guys..." I said, realizing how suspicious it sounded trying to make up an excuse. ,,Me and Yoongi watched a sad movie and you know how sensitive I am hehe..." I awkwardly scratched the back of my neck, trying to act as natural as possible. ,,Mhm, makes sense. Softie." Jihyo chuckled. Usually I would get mad and tell her to respect me, but not this time. This time I just chuckled with her, enjoying the last time I will ever hear her laugh. I made my way back to my room, Yoongi was already there waiting for me. ,,Ready?" He said, looking up at me from his sitting position on my bed. I nodded, taking a deep breath. ,,Y-Yoongi there's something I want to tell you before we... You know... Go away." I stumbled over my words, my hands sweating. ,,I uhm... I love you, Yoongi." I said, my cheeks getting more read each second. His eyes widened, did I tell him too soon? Did I just ruin everything? He started walking closer to me while I was questioning if this was really a good time to tell him. He placed his hand on my chin, making me look up at him. ,,I love you too, Jiminie." He said, kissing me passionately. I pulled away because of the lack of oxygen, smiling widely. ,,It's time..." He sighed, holding my hand as we both walked over to the stairs to our attic, the only place in our house you could get to the rooftop. We climbed up the latter, seeing the beautiful view of the night sky. We sat there, hand in hand, watching the moon and shining stars. We ended up just talking about everything, from our childhood to movies we have seen. After a while, we decided it was time and fell asleep. My head on his shoulder, the night sky being the last thing I will see while still alive.

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